"Aisukurimu (For Teeb)" genre: Intelligent Techno
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	A soft, flowing track filled with orchestral sounds, busy percussion, and sentimental feelings backed up by an intro of poetry and a piano solo, both in the background. No one part of this track is meant to be the "star", but the entire track should be listened to as a sound of background, like a flowing river in the distance.
	MP3.com CD: This Is Not A Drill - buy it! CD: Whichever comes next   Label: N/A Credits: Copyright Aaron Becker (TSC) 2000
	Story Behind the Song A musical goodbye to my old style. With the upcoming event of receiving a Roland Xp-30 synth will come the inevitable change of styles. Moreso with the fact that I will now be playing live shows. My music will evolve to fit my situation. A goodbye also to the innocence of youth, as I face the decisions, anxieties and excitement of my last year of high school. Those who know me, know Teeb. Teeb will always be with me, and I take comefort in that, and it reminds me of my youth. Circles, circles. Lyrics Aisukurimu (For Teeb) Spoken in the background, beginning at 0:24 "As I sit and listen to the music of the clouds on a foggy afternoon, I'm reminded of my days of youth Wherein I would smile instead of frown. When I still had my health. When I had a cheery disposition I think of these days and fall into a well of nostalgia. I used to play video games and watch anime. These days I just sit and inhale the inscence and hate myself But I think I could learn I could learn to love myself And then others. I could learn not to condemn the human race Being a misanthrope is a lonely job I watched Marat Sade the other day. I was the only one in my class to laugh Or cry Sometimes I think I'm the only person my age with emotion The only person not hiding behind a mask of some sort The only person not behind a smokescreen of cool Not in the comfortable blanket of comformity I digress I think I could learn to stop thinking this If I met someone I sit and I watch the clouds roll by And think of Teeb I think of those summer days running around the pool I think I would like to be a star Mama Mama I would like very much to be a star Mama I would like that very much Papa, why are you angry? Papa, I can be a star Papa I wish you would learn to love life I think then I could love life too. I think I could learn to love life with a family. I think if I had a reason I could love myself. I think then I would not be a misanthrope. I think I will be going off to college soon. I think I will be surrounded with acceptance. I think I will learn to love myself. If I come back, will you love me Papa? Will you accept me? Have I been accepted here? I've always assumed I have, but I can't be sure. Nothing is for sure. But I think I could learn to be sure. So I sit I watch the clouds And think of Teeb." - Aaron Becker 2000

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