"Beautiful Suicide"  Parental Advisory genre: Alternative Metal
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	It seems that I have been surrounded by suicide for as long as I can remember, since finding my best friend almost dead when I was 15 to other failed suicide attempts in early 1998. This song tries to deal with my emotions of that time.The kick drum used in the song is a sample of my heartbeat with a microphone and some severe amounts of amplification and filtering.
	CD: soul destruction Credits: soul destruction
	Story Behind the Song Choirs are used to add atmosphere along with spoken word vocals in the verses. Soft use of vocals in the chorus give contrast to the build to the suicide "scene". Lyrics I want to create a beautiful suicide for the masses, to create in death what I have failed to achieve in life... Anger, despair, frustration these are words I've heard a thousand times. Those same words uttered my the souls of so many and yet heard by the ears of so few, the few, who like me, have dared to question mankind's limitations. They say there's a dream inside of me. But the more I sleep, the less I dream. You'll understand me better when I've gone. I pray for you and I pray for me, but God don't listen can't you see? You'll understand me better when I've gone. Is this what our lives have come to? Well, fuck your lies, fuck your life and fuck your stupid god.

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