Lyrics
From my mind, nothing I find.There is nothing I can see, nothing but hunger, necessity of ecstasy.Yearning for beauty, to be the perfect symbol of desire.No one knows the sickness this affliction blessed within me.The need to be needed, the want to be wanted.Fear of obesity drives compulsion in me.Mourning regret from my eyes as I expel my waste just to consume again.Living this way, a life of lies.As I begin to waste, a walking skeletonRegurgetating bile and stomach lining.Liquefied foulness of repugnant human feces squeeze through my fingers as shit reenters my body.Violently shoveled from my rectum to my mouth.I want to be needed, I need to be wanted.Fear of discovery brings seclusion to me.Asphyxiation, collapse from joy and torture…I lay covered in fecal exultation.Embowelling relish of fecal gravy enters my mouth as I die inside from my compulsion.
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