Story Behind the Song
See, matt likes chocolate milk, and everything matt does is either Smiz or Stiz, so when he gets chocolate milk, it's called Smiz Milk..i have no idea how it relates to the song, but you can all take guesses! hehe
Lyrics
It seems like just yesterday i fell into that trap no one escapes
and now it's been so long, i really thought it was all i knew anymore
so many times i'd say i didn't need you, i was lying to myself
i couldn't run from it, the fact was you were all i knew anymore
so many hopeless days went by where i'd just sit and wonder why
something so strong could just go so wasted
i gave you everything for free, i lived down on my knees
begging you for the feelings we had tasted
but it was all in vain and you promised me you wouldn't feel the same
and every time i'd start to win, it'd turn out wrong
and start all over again
today turned into yesterday and it became so clear nothing would change
it began to feel so wrong
still i said to myself this is all i know anymore
how could it be? my whole life, it just wasn't meant to be?
well i just don't believe, but is it me or is it all i know anymore?
i said to myself this can't be it, this can't be all there is
how could my whole life just be meant to be wasted
i said it's time to live again - more like time to begin
to take a look around, see everything and face it
so i write you one last time, but these aren't the words i've wrote so many times
this one is to my best friend and a chance to win
now that time has
run away with me and let me see that nothing's changing
there's nothing left for me to say to you
time goes by so fast, and i've always thought that nothing lasts
why should i go on fighting for you?
well i don't know
no i don't know
will i ever know
time to change but i just wouldn't see it
in the game just for something to believe in
now i see it had become my whole identity
it's time to move on
it's time to find me
it's time to live without you
but it's still me, i'm still the one that cares
you should know when nothing's left inside you
and you can't find the truth
well here i am, it's still me, and i still fight for you
so now i know as the days go by
and i'm in its grasp this one last time
a simple life comes only in dreams
is it not the same for the one
who gets the girl, the only one that he sees?
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