Story Behind the Song
this was one of the last songs written for the album, brandon felt it would be an appropriate end to the album.
Lyrics
eighteen years old ,but i feel thirty three.
they say that's as old as you need to be, to die young, and pay for all those sins, but i say this is where life begins.
today i feel like i'm going insane, it's like there's a demon screaming in my brain. when life is too much, i'm really out of touch, i'm sorry if i let you down.
i'm eighteen years old, i'm not thirty-three, i'll never be your sacrifice.
i'll never breathe your air,it'll drown me, no i won't pay your price.
be your own sacrifice.
don't crucify me, i'm not thirty-three,
i try to see,but i'm blind, i never look behind.
everyday that goes by, another piece of me dies, again.
eighteen years old, but i feel thirty-three
i look in her eyes, my wrists begin to bleed.
but i won't die young,my life has just begun.
but what do i do now?
i'm eighteeen years old,i'm not thirty-three, i'll never be her sacrifice.
i'll never bteathe her air, it'll drown me.
no i won't pay her price.
be your own sacrifice.
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