"Just Once..." genre: Industrial
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	Depressing, moody, slower BPM, yet is still has power to move your body. Very thick, lush dreamlike synths., and swirling movement. The music tells its own story. Great stuff to listen to in a pitch black room with only your headphones on, and nothing else. Well, maybe a cock-ring.
	CD: D-VOID   Label: MP3.com Credits: © 1995-1999 EvilKevin
	Story Behind the Song When I totally hit bottom, this was one thing that kept me going. My life sucked, but at least I had the ability create something beautiful out of something so utterly miserable. Enjoy. This is real music, I'm not goth, I'm not a guy running around trying to be death rock. I just write what's in my head. I am real, and this was my life, musically. Lyrics Sometimes I don't feel the pain Emotional novacaine Sometimes I hurt myself for you Just once I'd like to feel again Sometimes I just sit and stare Don't need to go anywhere Sometimes I close my eyes and cry Just once I wish you could have cared Sometimes I don't know what to do Every day it's something new Everything is twisting me inside Just once I'll put the blame on you Sometimes I have nothing to say Sometimes I wish you wouldn't stay I know it will never be the same Just once I'll wish it all away Sometimes I don't know who you are Each time you cut you leave a scar You make me hate myself to death Just once I think you've gone too far Sometimes you make me burn inside Humiliation, lack of pride I can not face this world alone Just once I wish you would have tried Sometimes I don't know what I feel I'm just alive and nothing's real You threw my heart and soul away It's more humane to club a seal Sometimes you'd point to me in shame When all along you were to blame You know I've never done you wrong Just once go back from where you came Just once I wished to see you care But now I see you everywhere Just once I wished it all away And now I turn around and stay Just once I wished you would have tried As many times as I have cried Just once you went back from where you came Back to me, always the same.

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