Lyrics
when i face the sky, and draw a circle,
my heart is empty.i feel nothing.
i put the emotion away somewhere.
surely you are completely unobstructed, right?
a lie grows impudent in me,
it deceives even myself.
i continue piling up hypocrisy and lying as long as i live.
i continue till i die.
grieving with my right hand
lamenting with my left
and there's hypocrisy in my heart.
because i am much more sinful than you think,
i can't even touch to you.
everything is a lie.
"i only pretend that i am deep in sorrow,
actually, i feel nothing"
in fact, i notice it.
you died and your final words,
"i will never change" was realized.
even if i pretend that i grieve too much,
my desire, which is covered with a tragic feeling
cannot be filled.
what should i feel in the middle of a lie.
if your sweetheart continues stroking the forehead of your corpse,
i can't do such a thing.
and the i who saw it became nauseated.
i can't be a saint.
the thing I lost over a breaking wave.
being blurred through color.
it floats and disappears.
i can't even feel one feeling.
let it loose.
the careful me wears a clean white robe on my body,
i am driven by the impulse to sterilize myself.
i dream that both my arms are ripped off.
wound me, tear me, and knock me down.
whatever i wish or desire, neither will be fulfilled.
my heart surely dyes black.
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