"Suicide" genre: Rock
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	A desperate and harsh sounding musical venture into a scary mind-set.
	Label: CUB Records Credits: Words & Music Rich Chambers
	Story Behind the Song This one was kind of scary to write. I started it a couple of years ago but was not in a state of mind where I felt I could really let my mind go to "that place" to come up with the lyrics. I revisited it about a year ago feeling very positive and at peace with myself and that is when I wrote all the lyrics. Kind of ironic isn't it? I wrote a song about suicide when I personally felt great. Although, I must admit I would not have had the clarity to come up with the one simple but integral closing line if I did not feel personally at ease. Lyrics My heads keeps spinning my sight is gone I'm breaking more each day I'm reaching in to find myself and I don't know what to say I try to fuck it away every solitary day Tears don't come when I want to cry how did it get this way Suicide, Suicide Everything I think and feel is torn apart inside I heard that it's the pain and hurt that makes one think this way I don't really hurt and I'm not in pain at least that's what I say I try to hide it away every single day It keeps on ripping the core of me these thoughts won't go away Suicide, Suicide I push and pull what's left of me tearing all I find Suicide, Suicide I'm crying out but not one hears, did I really try? What you don't see is what you don't know I keep it tight inside Clues to how I think and feel you might not ever find I try to kill my time with any positive sign Perception isn't always perceived by a self-absorbed mind Suicide, Suicide Promise me your cold embrace is all I need to find Suicide, Suicide I'm running and I running please will you let me hide The pain won't go away The pain won't go away The pain never dies away The pain never dies away It just isn't the answer the pain doesn't go away It just isn't the answer the pain doesn't go away And you're not alone.

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