Story Behind the Song
The apparently chaotic melodies of the verses – though building off of a fairly repetitive verse line – was an intentional rhythmic style utilized to portray the reality of random thought flow (stream of consciousness) that is experienced by someone when they are about to fall asleep. The monotony of the rhythm, and duration of that monotony, are used to represent the dark quiet permanence that permeates everything in a somniferous solitude on the way to dreaming; the chorus, though common to almost all musical compositions, serves as the constant theme (no matter how non-sequitor) to which the mind keeps returning when thinking about something in an alpha state of consciousness. I could say more…but I’m lazy, so it’s up to you to see how the rest of the song correlates to those times when it’s dark.
Lyrics
Like,
Crush,
Love,
Pushed,
I sit back and wonder
In those dark and quiet moments
Why I can’t see
The world that you pulled over me
Chor: and falling down seems
So hard on my knees
But to get it:
Need to get up and get over me
We were so perfect
The “us” I made us out to be
Cause these [love]blinded eyes
Saw me false and evinced personality
Now I’ve cut these strings
They’ve fallen from you, warning me
That my puppet
Was deceitfully dark, and as empty
Conceit of the privy
Of laughing, lying, laying
On that practiced smile
I bet Holden’d [Caulfield] be proud of me
A well padded buffer
[of] Amorous stares, and [of] envy (ofs are short)
Hurt the one you love
With spendthrift false security
Lies to yourself -
About one’s worth and commodity -
Left unquestioned,
Perpetuating false deity
Bridge: In this world, you are what you eat, and I gobbled the portion of fools
And I crowned you my foolhearty queen, and we’ll dine on these ill-fated souls
Changing
Everything in existence, from a hollowed-out center et al:
Acerbic, reflective obsession, judgment without question,…and now
Falling down seemed
So hard on my knees
But I got it
And I got up and got over me
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