"Paranoia" genre: Darkwave
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	A darkwave-electronic-goth (well, SORT of goth) song with a bit of an electro-meets-R&B-edge to it. Angsty ambient electronic track.
	CD: the forthcoming "mysterious girl EP"   Label: none Credits: Programmed by DJ K8T; Vocals by K. Blame
	Story Behind the Song Isolation is a pretty commonplace emotion these days. It's easy to look at everybody around you and feel like you just don't understand where they're coming from or belong with them. This song is about that type of alienation and knowing that they're all out to get you. Lyrics I feel like nothing. I feel like nothing can be done to keep me from disappointment. I feel like sinking. I feel like sinking into myself and disappear completely. I don't want to feel a thing. Don't want to sit in your tire swing. I'm drowning in self-hate wish that I looked like her. Why am I here? How can I make you feel (what I am feeling) How do you know (what it feels like to be me) Wish I was someone else. I feel alien and unworthy of this life. Don't want to be here. Don't want to be the butt of all the crass jokes again. Don't make me stay here. Don't make me stay with people that can't understand my paranoia. I've tried so hard to just fit in to some niche that needs an answer. Your breath it stinks of liquid rancid words come out your mouth. How can I make you feel (what I am feeling) How do you know (what it feels like to be me) Wish I was someone else. I feel alien and unworthy of this life. (spoken) I lay here before you, burying myself in your subconscious. My desperate need shows through for an instant. Do you see what I really am through God's eyes? (sung) Now I lay me down to sleep I pray to you my soul to keep if you should die be- fore I wake I pray to God my life to take away . . . How can I make you feel (what I am feeling) How do you know (what it feels like to be me) Wish I was someone else. I feel alien and unworthy of this life. But can you ease the burden (of a lifetime of abuse) How can it be (that you make it all worthwhile) Wish you could heal my scars, I mean I know that I just can't heal . . my . . . self. Now I lay me down to sleep I pray to you my soul to keep . . .

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