"Suicide Note" genre: Alternative General
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	MP3.com CD: Burdens - buy it! CD: Burdens Credits: Written, produced, and performed by Scott Badger
	Lyrics Suicide Note by Scott Badger I didn't choose this I'm not crazy This ain't about being wrong or right It's about making it stop I've tried talking I've tried hoping I've tried everything But nothing spells relief Chorus: I try to hide my pain I try to hide my self Don't want to make a fuss Or bother no one else I know that you mean well I know how much you care But you don't understand That I'm in here and you're out there I try to hide the shame I try to hide the guilt Don't want to place the blame On those who tried to help I know they disagree I know they think I'm wrong What they don't understand Is I'm already gone I go to sleep it's still there When I wake up it's still there I go to work it's still there It's always waiting for me I'm going through the motions In a cage of my own design It's time to ease the suffering Of this fragile, battered mind Chorus: The silent darkness waits You can see it in my face I'm disappearing now And I won't leave a trace Can it be worse than this? My God will understand No one will miss me here Thank God it's over at last Too many have left me here Too many have hurt me here Too many have used me here And it will never end I know they disagree I know they think I'm wrong What they don't understand Is I'm already gone I've been shrouded in my anger Shrouded in my misery They say the grass is greener But there's no guarantee If you're wondering why I'm smiling, It's because I've got good news. Mmmm .. my decision is made. This nightmare will be over soon. Chorus: I try to hide my pain I try to hide my self Don't want to make a fuss Or bother no one else I know that you mean well I know how much you care But you don't understand That I'm in here and you're out there I try to hide the shame I try to hide the guilt Don't want to place the blame On those who tried to help I know they disagree I know they think I'm wrong What they don't understand Is I'm already gone The silent darkness waits You can see it in my face I'm disappearing now And I won't leave a trace Can it be worse than this? My God will understand No one will miss me here Thank God it's over at last Too many have left me here Too many have hurt me here Too many have used me here And it will never end I know they disagree I know they think I'm wrong What they don't undertstand Is I'm already gone Finale: Take this poor lost soul And wrap me in silence Into your arms my god I commend my spirit

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