"They're Dancing in Heaven" genre: Spiritual Pop
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	As you have read, on June 1, 1995 I had a near-death experience which completely turned my life around. It is with every urge in my own Soul that I wish to share with others what I personally experienced. This is why I felt as if I HAD to do this music! "They're Dancing in Heaven" is dedicated to that event and I also wrote the song to help those who are grieving over a loved one who has passed on. The song evokes hope! While we grieve for those that have moved on ... we must always be mindful of how wonderful it is in Heaven. I know. I saw it for myself! You can read about my NDE on my website @ www.AllAboutChristian.com or in the song story profile (in the "view track info" section) ... This song depicts a part of what I experienced. There was a moment when I observed many beautiful dancing Lights all around me, I soon realized that I was seeing Spirits.
	MP3.com CD: Ode to the Angel - buy it! CD: Ode to the Angel   Label: Wonderboy Records/God By Storm Productions Credits: Written, Performed, Produced and Programmed by Christian Andreason Guest cameo by: Christian's Mom Recorded and Mixed by Brian Baker at Sound Arts Houston CD Cover: Leigh Anne Marshall
	Story Behind the Song What you are about to read is an abridged version (in question & answer form) taken from Christian Andréason's forthcoming audio book, "Walking in the Garden of a Loving God." This writing covers a partial detailed description of Christian's near-death experience, which has been previously published (in part) on the World-Wide-Web through his site: www.AllAboutChristian.com Please Note: No part of this writing may be altered or edited without written permission by the author, Christian Andréason. Name of author and listing of author's official website www.AllAboutChristian.com must accompany any mention of author or of author's published writing or experience. Thank you, God By Storm Ministries Walking in the Garden of a Loving God By: Christian Andréason Hello and Welcome! This explanation details a phenomenal experience I had in the mid 90's, now popularly called the NDE or near-death-experience. Because of a reaction to medications I was taking, my Spirit departed from my human body during routine dental surgery on June 1, 1995. In my out-of-body experience, I traveled to what I know and refer to as, "The Realm of Heaven." Once on the other side, I was shown many awesome things, including the fact that I had been predestined to have this experience. It came at a time in my life where I needed to be reminded who I truly was (and AM) in Spirit. To say the very least, the event was life changing and has helped me in many occurrences to make necessary decisions that have molded me into the man I am today. I am very excited to share a portion of my experience with you, as it helped me to better understand many things that troubled me before. Put to rest are illusionary issues about God, sex, hell, cruel people and the challenging powers that affect our world in general. I have always loved God, ever since I can remember and my love of God has always been very passionate. As a young child, I recall running to the window in my bedroom at dawn. Somehow at that young age I knew that our Sun represented God. I also understood that we, (God's creation), represented a kind of heavenly body in our particular solar system that forever circles and eventually merges with The Creator. Just as the bright morning star foretold the coming of Christ, I knew that somewhere out in the cosmos was a brilliance of Light that represented us and our existence. Everywhere I looked, I knew that God was there. I saw God in the family dog, the butterfly and a cloud. At night I would lie awake in bed and ponder how space knew no end. And I would consider the idea that God took it all up entirely. Somehow, even then, I knew that the confines of space was indeed the very body of God - and that WE are the contents within that body. But as I experienced the coldness of this world and grew into my humanity, I fell away from the ways of Love and felt as if the presence of my Creator was no longer with me. I knew I was different and that I did not fit in with what the rest of the world seemed to be telling me I should be. I wanted to belong. I wanted to accommodate, but the driving Spirit I held within my Soul never let me blend in for long. I always stood out. Whether it was me not seeing things in the same "closed minded" way as others, or if it was about me finding myself gender blind when it came to having attraction-based feelings for an another fellow human being. Because I did not seem to fit the mold I was told that every boy/man should, I was also told that I was seen as an outcast to God. I was called terrible homophobic names and labeled "queer or gay." And even when that might have appeared true, deep in my Soul I knew I was much more than that and I was not being seen for who I truly was. However the people that surrounded me during that time were unmerciful and unrelenting. After a long period of time, my inner strength started folding and I started to become brainwashed by their harsh words. I began to doubt my worth and significance before man and God. Because I had been always ever aware of God before, the sense of remorse and loss I encountered was devastating to me. For many years, I suffered from great depressions. I grew more and more in disappointment and despair, always thinking that I could never be good enough for the God I had been taught about in my fundamentalist Christian religion. My inner view of God changed drastically and challenged every instinct I held within my being. I was lost in confusion as to why God would allow so much suffering to happen in the world and then seemingly abandon us in it. But then a miracle happened. Because of my life, my thoughts and my past I felt as if my entire existence had been nothing but a total mistake. It was shown me that nothing could have been more further from the truth. I understood that I was the way I was, to help me get to and realize the places God most confidently saw me going. I understood that The Creator had made me perfect for me - and that it was my choice to not see myself as a unique and special creation of God that caused me pain. The real problem wasn't that I was so bad or going in wrong directions. The problem was, I didn't know how to Love enough as I went along! And when it came to not Loving, the person that got the brunt of all that ... was me. Now what comes to mind is the saying: you cannot give to others, what you are unwilling to give to yourself. How true that is. It was a great relief for me to realize that the ultra-religious view of God I had been taught to hold to Heart as a child, was not the image God wanted me to really have. It was only an image my Creator had allowed me to believe in. I immediately saw that I had fallen for a fear-based image that someone else had visualized for themselves. And I did this simply because I was not yet able to create my own visualization for myself, therefore I believed the image fed to me as fact, and for as long as I allowed it ... it remained so. I was awestruck when I realized that it was in God's plan for me to see The Creator in any image I choose. I understood that under this process much self-development occurs. In fact, what I saw was -- God is so vast that God holds no definite physical image whatsoever, other than being seen as a presence of Love and Light. As God creates, The Almighty extends His Light forward and allows His creation to take whatever form they wish for themselves. After we have done this, God then calls the image we took, His own. After my experience, I was greatly relieved to see that God is very much with us All The Time. The purpose of suffering is to help us to come up higher in various areas of our consciousness, all so that we ultimately realize that we are far more powerful than anyone would ever imagine. Through the years, my experience has led me down a path of peace, enlightenment, amazement and realization that I am becoming more than I was the day before. Now I can honestly say I am more happy, whole and complete. It is my hope that I will be able to shine a light of understanding (for you) where darkness may have stood before. Please understand that in sharing my experience, I am in no way pushing it or personal beliefs on anyone. I know and believe that each of us has the God-given right to claim for ourselves whatever we wish. Our lives are a journey and no one's journey can or will ever be exactly the same. No two people can look at a single thing and see it in the same exact way. This is the way it was meant to be. Hear me when I recommend to you: Never allow anyone to dictate to you who God is to you. Having a relationship with God is just that, a relationship. And as each of us hopefully knows, a relationship is only as good as the time and effort put forth to help it grow. Whatever you do, please cherish your journey here and seek to acknowledge those who are on it with you everyday! These are the same Souls that agreed way back in Heaven to tough it out with you. Our current existence's on this planet are wonderful gifts and opportunities to fly higher in Spirit than anyone could dream. If we focus our intentions, we can and will go far. Never allow FEAR, guilt or shame over past mistakes to rule over you, these things are not of God. While God certainly wants you to make notes to yourself where you might need improvement, God never ordained you to beat yourself up. When we do this, it means we do not trust God. God has great power, wisdom and ability to guide us to the places we need to go to most. If you feel you need to get somewhere in life, you can trust that God will get you there when you most need to arrive. God has perfect timing! You wouldn't believe just how perfect it all is! Please go forth in your life with a sense of appreciation, (for yourself and ALL OTHERS). Know that wherever you walk, your Loving creator walks with you. Even in times where people have given up on you or you have given up on yourself, know that God will NEVER give up on you! All of us are The Creator's beloved children and not one child will ever be lost. God is always there, Loving, patient and kind ... just as our Heavenly Father has always been. The more we live our lives in the ways of Love, the more we will see and eventually understand all that is and all that will be. Peace be with you and all you Love! -Christian Andréason June 12, 2002 Questions and Answers: What happened? On June 1, 1995, I had what is commonly called, "a near-death/out-of-body experience." This event occurred because of a reaction to medications I was taking while having routine dental surgery performed. Two weeks prior to going in for the dental surgery, I had injured myself while lifting a Sony big screen TV up a long flight of stairs in the rain. Once at the top, I slipped and lost my footing. While I did manage to catch the TV, I pulled out several major muscles in my lower back. Because the medications I was on were not powerful enough to ease the pain, I remained bedridden for over a week. Later, a dear friend came over and gave me a bottle of pills he had gotten while visiting Mexico. These painkillers were much more effective than what my doctor had originally given me. After a few more days, (even through my back still really hurt), I was finally able to get up and move around a bit. I went into my kitchen looking for something to eat. I found a jar of walnuts. After putting a hand full of walnuts in my mouth, I soon discovered that I had a really bad tooth cavity. The sharp pain sent me to the dentist immediately where I was told I would need dental surgery done as soon as possible. I remember thinking to myself that it seemed as if I was walking away from one painful physical condition and right into another. I was less than thrilled. On the day of my dental surgery, now weary of the thought of any additional pain and discomfort, I took a handful of the painkiller my friend had given me. I did this right before my appointment thinking it would help alleviate any pain the dentist would soon inflict. I remember being very nervous that day, and because of this I was most likely suffering from short-term memory loss from all the stress I was under. Not thinking, I retook another handful of pain killers all over again and never once realized what I had done ... not until my NDE. Needless to say, the large dose conflicted with the gas and anesthesia given to me in the dentist’s office. The result was that my blood pressure fell to low and I was literally knocked unconscious. During this brief amount of time (that couldn't have lasted for more than a minute or two), my Spirit left my body and traveled through what I know and now call, "The Heavenly Realm." During the experience, all time stopped ... and mere minutes of earth time turned into what seemed to be days, weeks and even months. I saw an uncountable amount of wonderful places that were not of this world and many Spiritual truths were lovingly and generously revealed to me with mind-bending answers. Almost the whole time I was guided mostly by a being that appeared in the form of the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Following us were three other guides who all appeared as men. All were robed with a beautiful glistening white, diamond-like material. I could also distinguish that they had Light coming from underneath their garments. I knew that this Light was their true bodies. The moment they came into my awareness, I recognized these beings as having been some of my closest friends that have been with me for all time. They were very kind and very caring about my feelings. There are no secrets in Heaven, so information that might have been considered embarrassing was treated with tremendous sensitivity. And even in moments where I might have cried knowing that someone knew my deepest darkest secrets, wonderful warm laughter was often exchanged between us instead. No matter any unpleasantness they may have known about me, I knew that I was eternally and unconditionally Loved! For many years, after my experience, I have continued to stay in contact with these dear ones through dreams and meditations. During my experience it was revealed to me that they had made many appearances to me during my life, particularly during difficult times in my childhood and adolescence, only I was not consciously aware of them or their presence at the time. Did you see God? At first, no, I did not see God. When I first got to the Realm, I basically spoke with my guides, absorbed information and took in the bigness of everything that was shown to me in God's Heaven. Then, toward the end of my experience, I stood in the wonderful presence of a great Being of brightness and knew with my whole heart that I was in the midst of my Creator, who is a being of unconditional Love and infinite Light. Many of you will not remember, but you too have stood in the very presence of God, only for reasons to help you grow Soulishly, you have been made to forget! I saw that before each of us are sent forth into our various missions, we are brought into a vast Cathedral of Light known as, "The Throne room of God." In this room resides the very essence of all Creation, the being those of us who are Jewish or Christian know and call Father God. This being is the author of all that exists and He is tremendously pleased with all that has come forth from His Light. Because our Souls are covered by what is known as a "veil of forgetfulness," we are made to seek God out in ways that hopefully has us seeking Him in ourselves and each other. Each of us carries the Light of the Creator within us. It is through this experience we call "life in a flesh" that helps us to better understand the Creator and develop the inner Light he placed within us by practicing Love. As we learn of Love, we gradually grow the Light inside us. Eventually this Light shines so brightly, that we clearly see the way back to God is to reach within and Love anyway! A time will come soon enough where we will be back in the Loving arms of our Creator and it will be a very joyous time for us all. But first we must work at accomplishing the thing God sent us here to learn ... LOVE! When you got to Heaven, what was the first thing you saw? When I arrived in Heaven (in my experience) I found myself in a huge room where the walls and ceilings were made of pure crystal and they had light coming from the inside of them. The effect was amazing. Then as I looked up, I saw 4 translucent screens appear (and form a kind of gigantic box around me). It was through this method that I was shown my life review. (Or rather I should say my LIVES IN REVIEW!) Without ever having to turn my head, I saw my past, my present, and my future and there was even a screen that displayed a tremendous amount of scientific data, numbers and Universal codes. I saw the beginning of my known existence and saw that I had existed long before this incarnation where I am a male human known as Christian Andréason! I saw that I had lived an innumerable amount of lives. And I am not exactly speaking of being born again and again on this planet alone. I saw that it is a big Universe out there and God has it all organized perfectly. Each of us is sent where we can obtain the best growth according to our Divine purpose. Before the review ended, I was shown something that blows my mind every time I think about it. I observed myself go before what I understood to be, "The Throne of Heaven." This is where I discerned that the highest presence of God exists. What I saw was nothing short of spectacular! In short, what did you see? I was shown a time we call the beginning of creation. There was a huge explosion, coming from a singing, pulsing, joy-filled ball of bright Golden Light. I knew that I had been a part of this great Light, as have the rest of us. From this Light exploding, I found myself happily and quite excitedly hurling through space and time. I arrived safely in a perfect place of peace and amazing splendor. I knew immediately that this place was geared toward the expansion and education of every Soul that came there. I call this place, 'The Realm.' In this place, I was assisted by many wise beings and helped to complete eons of training and Soulish expansion in various colorful realms that represented every color of our 7-hue rainbow. Then, a time came when I was guided to a great domed hall in the center of a golden city. In this place was the Presence of God, the Master of all Creation. As I entered the room, I was washed with a brilliant white, golden and rose-colored Light which filled me with indescribable happiness. I saw that as I looked up, the Light went on and on without end. I was lifted high up into the great Light, so I could be embraced by my Creator. I knew without a doubt that this omnipresent being found great delight in me and I clearly heard thoughts that I was considered a perfect being of the Creator's creation. What were you told? I recall being told a great number of things. Yet, some I only vaguely remember because it most likely is not yet time for me to recall, utilize or share this knowing. One thing that was made clear was that each of us has pre-planned moments in our lives. Certain events will occur in our everyday, which trigger a memory that was planted in our subconscious mind back when we were still in Heaven. Once set off, the memory makes its way up to the more conscious part of our brain and enters our immediate stream of thoughts, causing us to go in a certain direction or think an exact thought that will yield a probable outcome. This is how our guides get us to where we most need to be in life. I saw that "clues" are planted everywhere for us to have these kinds of "triggered" experiences. For instance, (as published previously in Betty J. Eadie's book, "The Ripple Effect"), I was shown that my life had been predestined to be geared toward ministry and helping others with their lives. Often I would see single shoes sitting in the middle of the road and I would wonder, "How did that shoe get there?" Once, I remember counting endless single shoes, all over the period of a single week and then meeting the strangest of characters. In my experience it was made known to me that the shoes were actually clues. Lone single shoes in the middle of a road were a signal for me (in a subconscious way) that someone was about to enter my life, and I was to hand them the other shoe with a kind word or inspirational idea. From doing this, I would help them get back to their rightful or preplanned path. So did my guides put the shoe there? No, they didn't have to. It would have been predestined for a person to automatically leave their shoe there or for it to fall out of someone's car naturally. That is how perfect and preplanned things are! This is why we should never worry too much over what we cannot control in life. There is always a reason for everything that happens. Always! What do you remember on a personal level? In my experience, what I mostly remember is God and my 4 guides conveying to me what my Divine purpose was to be and the best way for me to handle myself. I was told that I needed to relax a bit more, enjoy life and not take myself so seriously! There was a wonderful moment where God lifted me up in a way that I can only say made me one with Him. He then spoke to me in a language that used no words, only feelings that could easily be translated into very definite thoughts. I understood everything I was told with the most amazing depth of comprehension. God said to me (in the kindest and most sincere way), that I would know times of great jubilation and that there would also be times I would know tremendous sorrow as I pursued my ordained purpose. But at the same time, I was told that I would be very blessed each and every time I succeeded in the name of Love. As God's Light wrapped all around me and folded me with warmth, I felt such incredible comfort. As layer after layer moved over and through me, I felt as if I was being made to be more capable and less distrusting. I felt the most amazing sense of confidence I've have ever known, and this quickly resulted into a completely renewed zest for living life. I fully understood and respected the entire process God has preplanned for each of us. I also knew absolutely, wherever a person seems to be in life (good places and bad), that is the exact place which is most necessary for them at that time. Everything we go though in life is for the for the potential expansion of the Soul. Once our Soul is expanded, we are helped to walk in a consciousness that helps us create and obtain any idea or thought imaginable. I saw that this is why it is vital for us to become exposed to different ideas, concepts, religions, viewpoints and belief systems. They all help us to expand our consciousness beyond the point we may be accustomed to thinking. Once we are able to think a thought, which was unrealized before, we will have access to a problem solving method that tangibly helps us get through life. We will be able to work through any problem, turning out excellent solutions. Spirit communicates to us using thoughts. The more thoughts we are able to think, the better chance Spirit has getting through to us, and the more capable we are to achieve in life. I understood that the expansion of consciousness is the very reason the Soul exists, for without expansion, life becomes stale, stagnate, bland and boring. Doing the same thoughtless thing over and over again is the very definition of hell. Should we sink too deep in this state, that's how we can get ourselves what seems to be trouble. And should we not soon return or focus ourselves toward the Loving purpose for which we were made, the ego then feels invited to come in, take control and redecorate our lives in a way that would keep us stuck right where we are! While ego may pose as a friend, in truth it is not. Ego is a motivator that moves us in a direction that satisfies the self, (in moments of personal ambition) where we are actually Spiritually directionless. But even in moments like that, God makes good use of us and our time here on Earth. If Love is not the thing we choose to learn directly (through application), then God will teach us Love indirectly by allowing us to fall into the devices of ego and then learning from them. God told me that I should never have any fear or severe regret over any event that happened in my life. It was promised to me that every single experience I would have would be extremely necessary, according to a greater plan that would unfold plans and more plans never-ending. I was told never to worry about my competency, capacity or ability, for God's Light would never leave me to endure anything I was not created to handle. While there would be times I would doubt myself, my mission and even God, in the end, I would return to Heaven holding great wisdom and eventually see myself as victorious. What else were you shown while you were with God? I was shown an innumerable amount of scenes, all containing possible realities I would eventually experience. I was shown many Universes and worlds that had organizational life on them. I saw that everyone in every Universe is simultaneously working together to fulfill God's great Divine plan. I understood that God sees and knows absolutely everything that happens everywhere. I saw that while God does a great deal of planning, our Creator never interferes with our volition, nor does He ever seek to alter the way we feel about things. God knows He need not interfere because He knows that the law of cause and effect is always perfect. This method will always bring justice and teaching wherever it is needed most. I was amazed to see how each of us is connected eternally, that we have always existed, and that we will never die. How is it that we can never die? I saw that we were indeed made in the image of God, which is an essence taken from the Creator's own LIGHT. It is because of this Light that we can never die. Every single child of God carries this Light within their Soul, and we call this Light, Spirit. As we learn how to LOVE, we build the Light of Spirit within. A day will come (in a time not so far away) when all of our Light(s) will have become so large that we will merge and go back to The Creator and be as ONE -- just as we were in the beginning. Once we are ONE again, there will be a great celebration. And after a certain amount of time has passed, yet again, there will be another great explosion, only this time it will be much bigger and the process of Creation will be far more advanced. I felt tremendous joy and honor in having been shown these things and with great confidence, I promised my God that I would do my very best. God told me my best would certainly be enough! Did you see Angels? Yes, I did, however; angels, though they are very important to my mission, were not always the focal point of my experience. The ones with wings were always somewhere in the background, watching and lovingly serving in any way they possibly could. One of my greatest memories was when I found myself standing in the highest Heaven. As I looked up, I saw the most awesome celestial event of dark purple and blue. I also saw thousands of angels with many eyes and wings shining through and looking down on me. These beings were interconnected and formed a gigantic circle and I knew that they were of great importance to God. I saw these beings as the keepers and guardians of all knowledge. These beings were gigantic and I had a knowing that they could instantly evaporate anything (that has been formed from fear and darkness) with a single thought. But as they looked upon me, I felt such tenderness, compassion, safety and LOVE. Their greatest concern was always for my happiness and that I be pleased with what I was being told and shown. Many religions are divided about the issue of Jesus. What were you shown about Christ, as being the Son of God? I think it is very important to start off by saying that I fully saw and understood that we are ALL the children of God. Each and every one of us plays a vital role on this planet. No one is seen as insignificant or is unloved. I understood that to be called a Son or Daughter of God, means that you have matured fully in all the ways of LOVE. Jesus is the great leader for all the Sons and Daughters of God, especially those who follow the Christian faith. It was made very clear to me that Jesus does not want anyone bowing down to Him and being subservient. In fact, what Christ truly wants us to feel is that we are worthy to walk right beside Him. Only through our agreement to walk beside Christ can there be any real progress made in our lives and in the world. What about the fact that religion says we are to worship God and Christ? We are not here to "worship" anyone, WE ARE HERE TO HAVE ABSOLUTE RESPECT FOR GOD and OPEN OURSELVES TO RECEIVE GOD'S LOVE, SO THAT WE MIGHT GIVE IT TO OTHERS! Modern day religion has no real concept of just how humble God and Christ are. If they did, they would never utter one single unloving word to any child of God! I personally see Jesus, The Christ as the true example of what a Holy Child of God should be like. I also personally believe that He is perhaps the greatest man that has yet to walk the planet. I know in my Heart of Hearts that each and every one of us aspires to become the same. After my experience, I found the scripture in the Bible where Christ said, "Great things I have done, but greater you will do!" He said this because He wants us to join Him in relationship to God. I have nothing but total respect and LOVE for this man, Jesus. While I never saw his human "face" during my experience -- later on it came to my realization that I had experienced Him, only in a way that I wasn't looking for it. I share this experience in my audio book, "WALKING IN THE GARDEN OF GOD." How many Angels do each of us have? As many as we need. Some need one, but I understand that most have 2 or 3. These angels mostly come in the form of guides. However, winged guardian Angels are never far away and always have a watchful eye on us to make sure nothing prevents us from accomplishing our Divine purpose. Who are our guides and what are their roles in our lives? Our guides are what I call our wingless angels. They are our most cherished friends and supporters in Heaven. They never leave our side. Never for a single second. In fact, what many do not know is that somewhere right here on Earth, in our families or somewhere in a line of dear personal friends, there is always one who acts as a Heavenly go between for us and the Realm. Hence the verse, "Angels walk among you unaware!" Where is the Heavenly Realm? In all honesty, the Realm is all around us. It is hard to see, but it is there. Heaven exists in another dimension that can only be entered by the way of Spirit. There are many different Heavens and Realms of Heaven. They are scattered all throughout God's super Universe. Each sits at a level that can accommodate those who walk within it. At the highest level is the Master Creator, God, and at the lower levels are the various forms and presence(s) of God. Everything is regulated by vibration, current and frequency ... the higher our Spirit's level of vibration and frequency, the higher our Spirits are able to go throughout the Divine Realm. God, the Creator, vibrates at an absolute level that is so fast that He is perfectly still. His frequency is incomprehensible and is ever-expanding upward in pitch. What is God made of? God is an essence of absolute Love, Light and Sound. What I understood (in Christian practice) to be the WORD of God, is actually the SOUND of God. God is a great LIGHT-filled being who sings all tones simultaneously and uses this method to bring all things into existence ... He causes each creation to resonate with one another in perfect harmony, once that creation has aligned itself with the ways of Love. God uses His SOUND to create all things and give them life. He then extends His Light and helps that creation to take form. All of us hold Light and Tones within. How long is the Light of God with us? Is there anything we can do to make it go away? Once God extends His Light, that Light will remain with that creation for all eternity. There is nothing that can remove it. Each an every one of us are surrounded by a great beacon of Light. This is our eternal chord that connects us to our Creator. When most speak of seeing a tunnel (in NDE experiences) what they are referring to is the chord that ever connects us to God. What does Heaven look like? Glorious. There are many levels and dimensions in the Realm. There are great cities very similar to the ones we live in now, only these places have great harmony and balance to them. I saw whole cities made of gold and precious stones. One city that always stays in the back of my mind is a great metropolis made entirely out of what looked to be sapphires. It glows with the most luminous blue and white light. It reminds me of a white Christmas tree with beautiful blue glass balls. I had a knowing that this place was where Loving Christ-like communicators choose to gather and exchange thoughts. There is a tremendous amount of Love and Grace in Heaven. No matter where you go, the feeling of Love and Joy is everywhere. There is no other place you would rather be. Is there a special place where we stay? The point to incarnating in a physical body is so that once we are done, we can then explore the many worlds and places of wonder within the Realm. However, each of us is allowed a sacred space there, (where we can make a home for our Soul), if we desire to. (I will explain more about this below.) How does Heaven change in appearance? The higher up you go in Heaven, the more it becomes impossible to give a human description. I try to explain it by saying there are flashes of light and brilliant colors of every spectrum everywhere. There are healing tones that play incredible music which forms one single sacred song. There is such tremendous LOVE, PEACE and JOY there that you can think of no other place you would rather be. There is no way to really describe the high Heavens. It has to be experienced by the individual. And all individuals will have this experience when they are ready and it is time for them to go home. So Earth is not our home? Earth is home for the physical human body, which is temporary ... even the earth is temporary. But Heaven is made of pure, radiant Light that lasts forever and ever. Heaven could certainly be said to be our real home, however; as we Spiritually mature we will continuously move up and up until we are once again reunited with the Creator of all Creation. Who goes to Heaven? In the end ... believe it or not (sigh of relief), everyone! Heaven is a place of ultimate LOVE. When we have learned how to become individuals that base our entire existence and consciousness around manifesting LOVE, we then become capable of entering the domain of the higher Realms of Heaven. If we do not practice Love, we can only go so far and we will be made to incarnate again and again (unlimited times) until we learn. The reason why we must learn Love on Earth can be given a scientific explanation. God is Love and absolute vibration. The act of Christ-like Love elevates inner vibration. As we learn how to Love and practice Christ-like Love with one another, the inner vibration within the Soul creates supernatural inner Light. This Light helps us to enter various dimensions that lead the way to the Heavens once we are in Spirit form. Contrary to what many of us were taught in our various religions, "Heaven" is not a reward for good behavior, it is a "higher plane of existence" that awaits those who ready themselves to enter. The only way to enter through the door ... is to hold the key of Love. What about gay people? If this world was to ever find out just 20% of what sexually diverse people are here to do on this planet, there would never be one single wisecrack or hurtful remark made ever again. Instead there would be great respect! People who speak disrespectful things about others ... enact judgment, and do so from a place of unenlightenment, insecurity and ego. Some use mistranslated scripture to sustain a Satanic based rage against these children of God, rather than using Love to bring understanding and healing between both peoples. Christ said, THE GREATEST COMMANDMENT IS THAT WE ARE TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER! When people sling condemnation, judgment and hate at others, they are not practicing the great commandment. They are allowing their Souls to fall into darkness. What were you told or shown about this issue? When I got to Heaven, one of the first things I asked was about the very issue of bisexuality, as it had caused me a great deal of concern my whole life. My lady guide walked me to a room that had a large screen in it. On the screen, I saw two forms of Light conjoining with one another in the act of making Love. My guide then asked me to tell her which was the male and which was the female? I said, "I dunno!" She smiled at me and said it does not matter. She went on to say that the two Lights were what God saw when He looked upon us. She explained that God always sees us as our higher selves and that gender is a very temporary thing that will not be around forever. It was further explained to me that God Himself is both a Mother essence and a Father essence to us, therefore; He fully understands our attractions for members of similar genders. It was told to me (or rather I was reminded) that there are no mistakes in the way each of us were made. God knew what each of us would be challenged and blessed with. We each act according to our Heart (or developed Soul center) and as we mature Spiritually, we come up higher each time. One other thing I was shown was a couple engaging in activities that focused on Lust rather than Love. My lady guide said that these individuals were in great Spiritual duress and bringing upon themselves a life that would present much challenge. I saw that their Soul Lights began to dim significantly and there was a dark haze all about them. My lady guide then told me a time would come when these individuals would need to learn to come to God with their sexual selves, so that He could help them to use their sexuality in a more Loving way. More than likely, emotional or mental illness would emerge and help guide them to a more Loving path of expression. As I looked upon the figures, I sadly commented that Lust was a major factor that involved many gay people. The lady smiled at me and I understood that all fall into lust before we embrace the Light within ourselves. Later she revealed to me that the two dimly beings in Spiritual duress were a married heterosexual couple. What was the dark haze? The dark haze was what I call gray or shadow energy. This is a challenging type of essence that coexists with us on the planet. I believe this is what the Bible refers to as demons. These entities' job unto creation is to help bring us additional weight and life obstacles which match our non-positive or unloving thoughts. With the weight of their essence on us, our inner Light is blocked. After a period of time where we go stumbling around in the darkness of our lives, we are once again encouraged to return to more Loving thought and action. As soon as we produce enough Light in our Soul from having been Loving, the gray or shadow energy is then popped off of us. WHERE THERE IS LIGHT, DARKNESS CANNOT REMAIN! However, we must maintain Loving action and thinking because if we return to a less positive way of being, these entities return bringing reinforcements with them. Sometimes I feel so ashamed because of my weaknesses! Never allow shame to come down on you because you have fallen into challenge. Every person on this planet has to endure this process and every person has been made stronger because of it. The occurrence of challenge is a part of God's perfect plan. Most think that they have to make themselves perfect before God will have anything to do with them. This is not so. It is our challenges in life that help us to find Him! Once we get past our challenges, we understand the great unconditional Love He has for us and He uses our experiences to help dislodge others who are stuck in the same places we have been. What happens to me Spiritually once I am able to have victory over a challenge? Each time we are able to build our Light back up, we then add solid muscle to our Souls. I am speaking of Spiritual muscle (made of dense Light) which will help us to lift up issues and challenges that might have been impossible to get through before. It is through this method that God prepares us to undertake our life's mission. This is why many people have difficult lives before they come into their glory. The challenges they faced will have strengthened them to the degree that once they arrive at their Divine destination, very little will be able to shake them. How can I learn more about the ways of Love? Jesus Christ came to the planet to be a wayshower for all people and all religions. He lived his life with great passion and dedication to this word LOVE, so that each of us might have a role model to compare ourselves to. This is why he said, I AM the truth, I AM the way, and I AM the life, no man can come to God but through me. If you replace I AM and ME with LOVE IS ... you get ... LOVE IS THE TRUTH, LOVE IS THE WAY, AND LOVE IS THE LIFE, NO ONE COMES UNTO GOD UNLESS THEY KNOW HOW TO LOVE. Christ had become LOVE WALKING AND TALKING ON THE PLANET. One cannot understand God until one understands and WALKS AND TALKS in the ways of LOVE. If you walk in Love, you will always understand God. How does one know whether or not he or she is walking in the ways of LOVE? 1. They are not easily offended (if at all) and they are always willing to forgive trespass! (This is a biggie!) 2. They are generous people who give wholeheartedly. 3. They have a positive non-oppressive relationship with God that is continually growing. 4. They do all they can to be of service to others and bring beauty to the planet. What goes on in the "Divine Realm?" Lots of things! Individuals are laughing, relaxing and enjoying one another's company. Some are off working together in pairs (or larger), so that they might bring a new concept or idea, or accomplish a Divinely intended goal for the planet. Some are off to themselves reflecting in far away, peaceful places and learning how to work with and trust the power they hold within them. Others form close-knit groups and enjoy learning together as they are taught by various Loving, advanced teachers and guides of Spirit. The Realm is a real happening place I can tell you that! I always laugh when I think of society's image of Heaven as little cherubs sitting around playing harps on clouds. Ahhhh ... it's a whole lot more intense than that! Who can see Heaven or the Divine Realm? Anyone can see it. Even in the body? Yep. Even in the body. You will be amazed to find out that some of the things you "thought you saw" (but thought your mind was playing tricks on you) were actually things Heaven was helping you see on Earth. Again, the higher up you go in your capacity to hold Love and Light in your Soul, the greater the chance your Spirit will reside long enough in your body to help your consciousness become open enough to help you see and understand the Realm. How can I learn how to see it? Everytime you choose to participate in a LOVING THOUGHT, you are manifesting the feeling of HEAVEN ON EARTH. The reason most are so unsure about the place from which we all came is because we have not yet learned to LOVE ourselves or one another enough. Once we learn how to LOVE enough and keep this LOVE perpetual, we will build up a tremendous inner Light and this Light will be used to help us see glimpses into Heaven. Not only will you be able to see or sense Spiritual things, you will also understand how to work through issues that trouble you in your life. For many, seeing or sensing Spiritually can happen quite suddenly. Close your eyes and take a deep breath. ALLOW the Peace, Presence and Joy of Almighty God to wash over you like a warm, gentle, flowing stream of water. Concentrate on this feeling for as long as you are able. Just imagine to your best ability what the word "JOY" might mean to you. If you feel doubt or have "jumbled" emotions about this word, it could mean that you are holding guilt, shame or unforgivingness in your Soul. These things have no place in the realm of God! Let them go now. Think only what it means to LOVE and be LOVED. Be patient. What will I see when I seek to see Heaven? Some report to having seen their silver cord, some see white flashes of Light, some see tunnels of dark blue or Violet with a lovely blue pastel color toward the end. Some of you may even see moving figures, buildings, colorful flower gardens or even great celestial cities. Others report having amazing consciousness expanding thoughts come to them which help them to understand their lives, the world and the ultimate plan of God better. Do we have a home in Heaven? As a matter of fact, (as I said before) I saw that we do (should we want one) and this home can be as wonderful as we wish it to be! It can be a quaint cottage or it can even be a huge mansion. Real estate is not an issue in Heaven! If you can think it, it can be done. What many of us fail to realize is that each of us DOES have the ability to manifest any visualization into material form. In Heaven, because all things are made from the essence of pure LIGHT, this process is done much easier. In Heaven, we have the ability to sculpt density into the Light (using concentration) and this is how we create form throughout the Realm. We do this by lightly focusing (or pressing) with our intention. You would be amazed at how much you could accomplish here on Earth once you master the art of concentration. What did your house look like in Heaven? I saw that I had a house made entirely of rubies. These precious stones were affixed to the walls in the hundreds of thousands to millions. I saw that I have a very pleasant home in the Realm. It actually has a flowing stream that moves through the house and into a lovely, lush, floral garden in the back. I saw that the furniture was very similar to what we have here on earth, only more round and simplistic and with much more cushion. Surprisingly, texture is something that can very much be felt in Heaven. In fact, all of our 5 senses are very much the same as on Earth, only in Heaven, they are far more developed. We have the ability to smell, see, hear, touch and get ready .... YES!!! EVEN TASTE!!!! Oh, yes children! THERE IS A GOD! How is it that you were shown these things? I am not quite sure of what ALL the reasons might be, but I sure am glad it happened! All I can say is that I was very blessed and very assisted to get to this level of understanding. I have worked very hard to be a Loving person all my life and I have endured my fair share of heartache. My childhood was filled with abuse, neglect and harsh experiences. Because of them I grew in Soul strength, but perhaps I also got lost inside my shattered perceptions and started going in the opposite direction of what God's true plan for my life was. God always comes to get us if we get too lost in our lives. My experience put me back on the path and I work daily to stay on it, but even still, I fall off from time to time. Now having said all this, it is important to know that every single person can know and see all I have. They just have to get themselves to a place of Love so they can. So you are saying that I can I hear from God? If so, how? Yes! I am saying that ANYONE can hear from God! One does not need to be Moses or Jesus or Buddha to hear from their Creator. To hear from God, all one has to do is THINK as the CREATOR thinks. Well, I happen to know that God thinks only ONE central thought, so this should be easy for you! GOD THINKS ABOUT NOTHING BUT LOVE -- ALL THE TIME! If you are living your life according to the ways of LOVE. (Which are the constructive ways that you know deep down in your Spirit that are right for you), then you can confidently know that you have the ability to hear from God. Actually all of us hear from God everyday, only we are not aware of it. Because we can get so caught up with the illusions and ego distractions of this world, we can lose focus easily. It is like being immersed in an action-packed movie or book while someone is speaking, only you find yourself looking up and saying, "huh?" once you realize they have been speaking to you for some time. How do I know if I am hearing from God? Anything that is not of LOVE is not of God! PERIOD! If thoughts of judgment, condemnation, anger or retaliation come into your mind and dominate it, please know, this is not God. This is your ego speaking, which is ruled by fear. God fears nothing, therefore; God can speak no thing that is reminiscent of fear. God only speaks using a language of Love. What is ego? Ego is that thing that helps us learn what LOVE is by showing us what it is not. All things on earth must come to a place of balance. All things must have a parallel. This is how we are each caused to grow Spiritually. Just as a face (due to gravity) may wrinkle with time, so does a Soul become weighed down with Ego. Ego is always LOVE'S opposite. Love raises vibration and ego lowers it. Ego is a mental essence that each of us is made to endure for as long as we walk the planet. Ego is that thing that tells us in our mind, "No you can't do that ... because you're not talented, thin, good-looking, wealthy, intelligent, young, strong, interesting or intuitive ENOUGH!" This is the voice of the Liar. The Liar is the voice of Ego. Let me put it this way: wherever there is separation, condemnation, self-doubt, lack-mentality, bitterness, hostility or segregation ... you can best be sure ego is not far behind. Why does ego do this? Ego wants to keep you earthbound and Heavenless for as long as it can. It is an essence that has been sent here to learn just as you have. However, it has a duty to challenge each of us and cause us to learn as it learns for itself. There is nothing to fear about the ego. It is just a fragile, spoiled child that screams and rants until it gets what it wants. And like any child, if you ignore it during its temper flare long enough, sooner or later it will get the message that those kinds of methods are not productive and will not yield positive results. What about the devil? If you understand the ego, you will understand the concept of the devil. Satanic frequency is the LOW-RANGE frequency that surrounds us in our collective thinking. It is the opposite of the HIGH, INCOMPREHENSIBLE LOVING frequency of God. Please hear me out on something...be careful of the music you listen to, the movies or TV you watch, the gossip or negative speaking you participate in. All these things LOWER the Soul's vibration. Lower vibration brings depression, disillusionment, disease and despair. The lower our Soul's vibration falls, the more these dark things come upon us. Once you fall into LOWER vibration, immediately seek to amend it with LOVING, HIGHER VIBRATIONAL THOUGHT. It is like anything else, the more you put into something, that is what the end result will be. What about hell? We send ourselves to the places our Soul believes it most belongs. We do that now here on planet Earth. Those stuck in addiction, lust, bitterness and hate -- these are the ones in hell. But the moment they choose Love, they can get themselves out. God never sends us anywhere we do not wish to stay. We have totally misunderstood the concept of hell on this planet. I do know of a place in the deep regions of the Realm where I saw great caverns of electrical blue fire. However, I understood that this place was for the purpose of Loving purification. God would never send His precious creatures to a place to be burned or harmed. It is completely contrary to His nature. What are some things I should watch out for? Never allow hatred to exist within you. Do all you can to remove it from your life. Hatred is the greatest toxin known to humankind. Never allow yourself to remain angry. Anger brings disease and challenging energy. Do all you can to avoid excess. Excessive food, drink, lust, intoxicants, ambitious planning, competition, and (of course) grief, bitterness, resentment and judgment. The gray energies can easily fool us into becoming unbalanced if we over indulge in any one person, place, thought or thing. Be sure to get plenty of fresh air, exercise, rest and watch what poisons (unnatural substances) you put into your body. Drink plenty of water. Your Spirit wants to help you wash toxins out of your body. Water was made for this purpose. Your body is the temple for the Spirit. The ego will do all it can to have you disrespect yourself so that you might ultimately lose your sense of importance and Divine worth. Beware of the ego at all times and look for it in all situations and people. Once you spot ego, ask God to help you assume Spiritual control. Never be ashamed to ask for God's help. He is right there waiting to show you the way out of your dilemma. Seek to be respectful to all living creatures. Be generous whenever you can. Remember that Mother Earth has been a gracious host, let us do all we can to keep her a wonderful place for our children to live. What would be the most important thing you could say now? Please never forget ... You are so loved! Never is there a time where you are unseen or forgotten! To know love ... you must practice loving! Remember, your challenges in life are here as gifts ... once you succeed in getting past them, you will be rewarded by being filled with loving and healing light. There is no greater feeling than this. When in doubt, remember -- love is always the answer! God Bless you my precious Brothers and Sisters! Please know I am sending out Love and good energy to whoever will receive it! Be Loving to one another and Love will be good to you.

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