Lyrics
to the boy who spent winter alone, freezing and singing songs of hope, maybe glory, but hating the writer of this drama story, why me? best seller they say, but maybe they didnt know about me, how could they know, the story never ended, just drifted off until we all were gone, santa fe was the best and worst memory, i agree, angerly to remember december back when you kissed me, the saddest thing ill ever have to say, is that i gave you me,
ill watch my knives bang swiftly on your neck, but it'll all be ok, i've performed the greatest of surgeries, you should see me, i'll be careful, and if i should slip cut the hip and fall in, say goodbye, i'll remember your last words, the sudden glances of your eyes, its a curse, i'll sail forever just to fail, find a kingdom by sea, settle treaties, and let love expire all my enemies, carve your name in every stone, say ok and still go on, dream of laughter and disguise, wish on tears i'll never cry,
i could give anything for one more shot of morphene, one more end to this horrid story they called reality, let epilepsy get me, not even the red death could kill me enough for pleasure, but for her it could be enough to see me bleed, so let the show begin im sorry, of all the days i lived this life, i couldnt say attentions what i need, good to know your there watching, the floor is cold and im so hungry, gone days without any water, take this knife and cut the skin, paint the room a pretty color red, yea your wishin i were dead,
i am the ghost that catches every breathe you breathe while you dream, hope your dreamin lovely dreams of you and me, hope your choking for the exhale of captain on your breathe when you chose not to drink, it'll be me getting lit and waiting for all my fears to disappear, please dont say, dont say it has to be, i guess, i guess....
this is goodbye.......
california called, they need me back for winter im sorry, plane rides over sunsets, mountains, fall alseep untill we hit the ground, ocean views of somewhere new, haunting sites that this was right, your face on every postcard i send home, quiet phone call just to tell you your not alone,
i am the star you call to wish on, i am the statue at the pedastool that grants your every prayer, i know.... i know... you better than the world, i know... i know... collared shirts and long hair could never get the girl, i know... i am the star you call on to wish on, i am the angel always there, i am the miracle of laughter when death can only be near, i am the star you wish on, i am the angel always there, i am the skin across your body, love me, cause i am always here,
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