Story Behind the Song
Has to do with my upbringing. written in 2000
Lyrics
sometimes truth appears to be one great big lie, but the word, i've heard for many years sunk to the deepest part of my brain, won't it go, leave me live my life the way a life should be lived, and i try to release my thoughts, i'm brainwashed, thickest degree.
18 years, life hasn't changed, still with this zip on my lip, and it hurts me in the long run verbal seal hiding out the best in me, need someone to help me release my kindest words, my brightest thoughts, are you near or far? i'll find you cause till it's done i can not forever be one with myself
Chorus
Lover dreamer believer
i'm all of those my darkness glows
doer thinker doer
i'm none of those my future snows
father mother brother
3 of a kind, sacreligious bind
stronger getting stronger
i'm not gonna fear this 18th year
bridge
father threw away my verbal key
where is it what is it? my mother she has found it
with open mind i'm sure i will find words to tear out this rage inside i won't shed no tear nor fear in this 18th year
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