Story Behind the Song
The song was originally written from a concept of several different prayers. Now, it’s a personal stand in my struggle with depression. Depression has been a constant battle in my life since childhood. A very difficult battle. Depression destroys one’s ability to make rational, sound decisions. It destroys friendships, family ties, self esteem,...your heart. It feeds upon itself, snowballing until it reeks havoc in every aspect of your life. I really believe, after all I’ve been through, that its not all bad. Facing depression has enhanced all of the art in my life. I see things in a whole new light and I’ve discovered emotions most don’t know exist. I’ve drawn from those emotions when writing and have used them as tools in trying to understand people. Depression has been just as giving as it has a thief. Sinking Ship represents prayers at times when life in general was hard to get through. I can’t help but remember those times. Sometimes, I’d rather forget.
Lyrics
Sinking Ship
Give me life, give me soul
give me the happiness I wish I’d known
dream for me, I fear I can’t
gimme the strength, to be my I own man
chorus
I ain’t afraid, to die or live, wasting my time, on a sinking ship
Give me the gun, give me the knife
give me the tools, to end my own life
breath for me, cuz’ I wish I can’t
gimme the knowledge, so I understand
chorus
I don’t want to live, I don’t want to die, on a sinking ship, I stand and cry
Give me God, give me fate
please sweet Jesus, take away my pain
I ain’t a man. who breaths alone
give me the happiness, that I wish I’d know
chorus - (ain’t afraid to die or live...)
Give me love, give me soul
give me some happiness, so I could know
and dream for me, cuz’ I wish I can
give me the life, of a normal man
chorus - (ain’t afraid to die or live....)
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