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I'M JUST OUTSIDE THE DOOR, I HOPE HE WONT INVADE MY WORLD, INSIDE I'M SCREAMING, BUT I DONT HAVE TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON AND ON OUTSIDE MY ACTIONS DON'T PORTRAY MY FEELINGS. A FAILURE, REPREHENSIBLE, DETESTABLE. LIE AWAKE. THINGS I CARE FOR ERODE AWAY, THE WALLS I BUILD BECOME MEMORIES I DON'T WANT TO STAY, WITHIN MY HEART I FEEL MY LOVE BECOME HATE, A STAGNANT LIFE, I FEEL SO DIRTY BIENG ME. LIE AWAKE, LIE AWAKE, I CANT SLEEP I JUST LIE AWAKE, LIE AWAKE, RELATION OF PERVERSION TO THE FLESH AND BLOOD. LYING HERE, PICKING AT MY SELF-ESTEEM, MY EYES MEET YOURS, AND THE WINDOWS TO MY SOUL ARE STAINED, A SHALLOW SHELL, A SHALLOW SHELL IS WHAT IVE GAINED, A BROKEN DREAM AS I BURY ALL THE PAIN. CAN WE JUSTIFY, ANOTHER DRUNKEN, HOLLOW LIE? WITHOUT COMPROMISE, ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT, NOTHING CAN BE RELIED ON ANYMORE, RESENT MYSELF, INCEST MYSELF, A REFLECTION OF MY SHAME. LIE AWAKE, LIE AWAKE, I CANT SLEEP I JUST LIE AWAKE, LIE AWAKE, RELATION OF PERVERSION TO THE FLESH AND BLOOD. NO. I CANT STOP THINKING, YOU'RE IN MY HEAD, I CANT STAND THIS SICK DISEASE, IT'S FUCKED WITH ME, NOW LIE STILL, MY MIND MAKES ME. LOSE MY TRUST, LOSE MY PRIDE, LOSE MY DIGNITY, I CANT BELIEVE WHAT THESE SELFISH NEEDS HAVE DONE TO ME, ANOTHER DAY, TAKEN AWAY, SUPRESSED DEPRESSION, SATURATED IN ABNORMALITY. HIDE BEHIND. BURY THE TRUTH INSIDE. IVE BECOME ATTACHED TO THE CARESS OF THE NORMALICY,RECTIFIED, CLIMATIZED, FEELING INSIDE IS SATISFYING, GRATIFIED BY THE TOUCH, INDULGED DESIRE, ORGANIC INSEMINATION OF IMPEDING HYPOCRACY, VIOLATE THE PLEASURE, COPULATE THE PURITY, INDUCE, AGREE, ACCEPT COMPLACENT FRAGILITY, YOU ARE ME, THESE THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON
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