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There was I, somewhere floating in the sky.
Each speck of me, I could feel was separated.
In the sink, I washed you away for good.
Infinitely, I spin surreal.
In macabre mode.(the feeling is getting old so soon.)
Sometimes I wish all I had to do was wish you away.
"Get away, you always stand too close!"
My bluntly spoken words would always hurt you most.
I can can be pretty sometimes.
Like, when I used to make you smile.
Even if it was just for a little while.
I was light following behind you.
Now, I wish you could just find your own damn way.
Patience is a virtue. You are more virtuous.
I'd like to know, "if I smash you to pieces,
would you shoot me back to my place in the sun filled sky?"
I'm not surprised, your wet blue/green eyes.
My making mistakes would always make you cry.
You need some planets to go around your neck.*
My eyes burn when I look at you.
I don't love you anymore but, I still think you're beautiful.
I'm walking out on you, all over and over, again and again.
It's not good to separate our souls.
"How can we ever be okay, if I'm the only whole?"
I treat you like a child, you say.
Those words coming from you, you never understand.
Must I always break it down?
"I treat you this/that way, 'cause you keep keep saying stupid childish things"
Patience is a virtue you are more virtuous.
I'd like to know, "If I speak my mind, would still call me mean and question who I love?"
Someday, I'm going to be alright.
You know, I might disappear into the arms of someone like Jesus.
I may not be alright, right now.
I'm just going to have to wade it through.
*reference from "Collapsible Airplane"
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