Story Behind the Song
This song was inspired by a beautiful yet confused friend. Written during the height of an argument that caused the singer and said friend not to speak for awhile, this song captures the violent frusteration one can suffer when his heart is trampled for fun by a friend with benefits.
Lyrics
Vane!
You're right about that step back about to blow!
FUCK YOU!
DIVA!
Right about that step back about to blow!
The seductive look that you gave me,
I mistook it for being sincere.
It's got me waitin' for you to page me all day.
It's got me listenin' for your footsteps in the hallway.
You got my name jotted down in your black book
Under suckers you can use at your discretion.
But my suggestion to you at this time is…
Bitch, you vied for my attention.
Resurrection interference.
I defer to you my lust bane.
You control both left and right brain.
Catalyzing every neuron.
Leading me on.
Steering me wrong.
About your body, fantasizing.
How you look, so appetizing.
Long for you my tainted vision.
Wait for you in total darkness.
By your fickle whims imprisoned.
Soul topped off with deadly duress.
Sensory gratification
Shaking with anticipation
But when you visit, illuminescence!
Your presence pops apart my shackles.
Your likeness emblazoned upon my pupils,
Releases my soul from its lonely prison.
You heal my wounds, and fill me with power.
And for a blissful hour,
I'm no longer longing.
Then bitch, you forsake me.
And once again,
All alone.
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