Lyrics
Verse 2
Im waitin on tha sunlight, but it neva shines/
on my mind which remains cloudy in all of these times/
only pain awaits me i find, and to me thats just fine/
im acustomed to lies, and no matter wut i try/
i walk this path of mine, in tha darkness so blind/
forget tha shame behind, wish i hadn't of survived/
but, i welcome stryfe, wit open arms of no life/
feel worthless, no price, only known wrong,/
there could neva be right, i heard u see a sign/
but ain't witnessed no light, god must take his time/
i can feel my soul die, don't bother to ask why/
i suffer sins of tha past, so now i pay fines/
for another persons crime, but hey ts alright/
i struggle to keep fight, resist to reach sight/
or find my own kind, of peace within lines........../
Verse 3
Now i got a question, maybe u can understand/
i look into tha mirror, and see tha same man/
but not where i stand, and that hurts so bad/
to try to fill tha shoes, that u ain't neva had/
its fucked up to hear higher powers got a plan/
if this quench's my needs, tha taste is sure bland/
u can have it back, give it all up for that chance/
they say to keep tha faith, but religion seems ass/
for wut i should of had, why tha hell should i ask/
petty miracles are sad, how can u believe in that/
im a man of fact, i know wut i see and behold/
remain in tha cold, needing a goal, pain is prone/
lonliness cuts to tha bone, knock but there's no one home/
hate is wut im feeding on, im castin tha first stone/
wage'n war, cuz im sick and tired of bein alone/
a lost child yurning for tha father he could neva know/
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