Story Behind the Song
Song was written and recorded in 4 days. It's the newest of the songs on this page.
Lyrics
It's Winter now, I feel the cold like burning
It's in my head , it's in my blanket
I'm turning
I've wandered out, how far is left for discerning
Am I Still here, Am i still?
I figured out, still so much left to be learning
I've got my fear in my pocket now
I'll live in fear no more
I've got to let it drown
Maybe I'm fine , maybe i've been blind
maybe i just ran the wrong way
It's hard to say
Maybe i tried, maybe i denied
that i jumped into the deep end
I swam away
Keep me floating, treading water
never kept me safe
If I'm sinking, don't reach for me
I will find my way.
It's sickening how I dive into disaster
the natural ones
pull myself out
So many years are wasted
never let me down
Maybe i tried, maybe i just lied
just to make myself believe it
Am I still here, Am i still
Maybe I'm fine, maybe i've defined
a person I'm not being.
Get out of here.
Keep on floating, treading water
never kept me safe
If I'm sinking reach out for me
I may drown someday
©2003 Brenda Merry
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