Story Behind the Song
I wrote this song after the most inspirational, depressing, fantastic and full of growth summer of my life. Certainly a stepping stone to a new horizon. I claim this to be the first song I ever really wrote. Yeah, I've written many before this but nothing that felt in any way as complete as this one did. In this recording I improvised a little tag at the end where I mutter some words under my breath. And I said Love instead of lust in the middle section. Oh well I kept it anyway. Be on the lookout for a new better recording of this song that I have almost completed without the cheese choir at the end. Wow, it feels great to have someone actually be interested enough to read about me. Maybe a pipe dream. Anyway the song was recorded at my house on my computer and I hope it means something to you.
Lyrics
yeah I've been around,
not enough, or too much
grace I have allowed,
yet I am not proud, out of touch
Every single day, all my thoughts astray
aint' she oh so plain
what can not be done
always on the run
and I have hope, oh yeah
Fasting is earning
mistakes made that's learning
distancing is evolving
mystery maiden I'll solve you
Lies, Fear, safety, tears
Lust, trust, and my danger rears
It rears it's ugly head
and god, the family is half instead
And there's hope
I'm still in love with you again, why again
I'm still in love with you again, why again
My peace is lost inside of you, again, no again
I'm still in love with you, again
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