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Lyrics
The sun pierces my sleep
Try to wake, my head feels weak
Rips me into consciousness
Reinvents my restlessness
All this baggage I try to hide
Conform by day, lush by night
Confused when life and dream collide
This big secret I keep inside
There’s got to be an answer that makes sense
To why I feel so fucking wasted
I keep having this problem
When you’re through with me
I wake up numb I wake up numb
Still know nothing about myself
I keep believing the same story It’s constantly repeating
The only thing that makes it real
Is its sick sense of redundancy redundancy.
Floating up Above all the shit
I reach for you And grab nothing
Hope not to slip Into pure emptiness
I just can’t have enough of you, my heart is racing at full speed
Got to have you now - you are the thing I need.
Explosive feelings from within when I get you under my skin.
You’ll always be my closest friend, I’ll use you ‘til the very end.
I’m so frustrated
You keep everytrhing in the air
I’m so devastated
Can’t find answers in your blank stare
You’re so complicated
Opening doors That I can’t look behind
The only way to stop Is to do it another time
Hours pass. . . days to weeks without you I’m incomplete
I want to take control (I know I won’t) My thoughts are torn –
but I just don’t care
One more day, another party I refuse to believe that I can’t leave
Thought I was in control, I guess I was wrong, because I always give
in to you, your sweet taste. YOU WIN. Now I have to live this life,
always empty inside, with no one to turn to and nowhere to hide.
I’ve pushed everyone away who tried to help, when I wanted SO bad
for them to stay to watch me destroy myself.
You’ve become the center of my universe. God I’m such an asshole.
Smash my life into a little red and blue pill and shove it down my throat.
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