"Asshole"  Parental Advisory genre: Industrial
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	Twisted intraspective on dependancy. (The drug song)
	CD: Original Syn   Label: asYnergy (tm) / Vortex Credits: All lyrics and music (c) asYnergy (tm)
	Lyrics The sun pierces my sleep Try to wake, my head feels weak Rips me into consciousness Reinvents my restlessness All this baggage I try to hide Conform by day, lush by night Confused when life and dream collide This big secret I keep inside There’s got to be an answer that makes sense To why I feel so fucking wasted I keep having this problem When you’re through with me I wake up numb I wake up numb Still know nothing about myself I keep believing the same story It’s constantly repeating The only thing that makes it real Is its sick sense of redundancy redundancy. Floating up Above all the shit I reach for you And grab nothing Hope not to slip Into pure emptiness I just can’t have enough of you, my heart is racing at full speed Got to have you now - you are the thing I need. Explosive feelings from within when I get you under my skin. You’ll always be my closest friend, I’ll use you ‘til the very end. I’m so frustrated You keep everytrhing in the air I’m so devastated Can’t find answers in your blank stare You’re so complicated Opening doors That I can’t look behind The only way to stop Is to do it another time Hours pass. . . days to weeks without you I’m incomplete I want to take control (I know I won’t) My thoughts are torn – but I just don’t care One more day, another party I refuse to believe that I can’t leave Thought I was in control, I guess I was wrong, because I always give in to you, your sweet taste. YOU WIN. Now I have to live this life, always empty inside, with no one to turn to and nowhere to hide. I’ve pushed everyone away who tried to help, when I wanted SO bad for them to stay to watch me destroy myself. You’ve become the center of my universe. God I’m such an asshole. Smash my life into a little red and blue pill and shove it down my throat.

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