Story Behind the Song
I wrote this song very early, when I was 18. The lyrics speak for themselves, I think.
Lyrics
This isn’t the way it should be
But why do things always turn out this way
Once again I turn back to you
But why can’t I be more strong?
This isn’t the way it should be
But why do things always turn out this way
Once again I turn back to you, and I beg you, Lord, forgive me
And I know I can’t live without you
But still I turn away
And I know that you’re bleeding for me
But still I choose to stray
How could you love me? How could you serve me?
How could you wash my feet? How could you die for me?
This isn’t the way it should be
But I always twist the meaning, and I know where this will lead
But I trust in my own pride
This isn’t the way it should be
But I feel life has no meaning and I slowly hide my face
And turn to my inside
And once again I drown in nothing, and wallow in my mud
And once again I let you wash me in tears and precious blood
You came for me, you set me free, you freed me from anxiety
The mystery, that puzzles me, it’s so much more than I can see
You gave me life, you gave me breath, you saved me from the second death
The mystery, that puzzles me, this strange new savior on the tree
I lift my filthy face up to you, and feel your cleansing rain
I let your mercy burn right through me, and take away the pain
Thank you Jesus, more and more, every day I thank you more
Gave me freedom, gave me breath, saved me from the second death
Thank you Jesus, more and more, every day I thank you more
Gave me freedom, gave me breath, saved me from the second death
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