"Stained" genre: Christian Rock
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	CD: Reflections
	Story Behind the Song My goodness! This song is about how I mess up soo many times but by grace I am forgiven over and over again. I don't know if you have ever been in the same spot but I know I have messed up time and time again and I just keep doing the same thing. Despite the fact I know that it hurts me and other people, I selfishly continue in my "sin" and don't bother to make it better. One of my biggest pitfalls is doubting my faith. I have often doubted, especially this year as I have been forced to move out of a place where my beliefs were both respected and encouraged. Another blow came last year, right after I had found out that I was moving. My mother was diagnosed with Breast Cancer and started taking radiation treatments. My dad had to move to Toronto ahead of us and my mom and I had to face both hardships alone. I often questioned God saying, how would you allow these things to happen to me? Let alone, both at the same time! However, it was in these times that I actually felt the closest to Him, learning to trust and "lean not on my own understanding". This year has provided its share of hardships as well as Branksome has not been everything I had hoped. But slowly it gets better and my God has remained faithful throughout. I'd be happy to talk more about this if anyone is interested because if it was not for my faith, I don't think I would have made it through this year and last! Love Denise

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