Story Behind the Song
Hmm, this one's about betrail and the pointlessness of it. Although it's still positive, been let down, but definately not out.
Lyrics
'if I'd found out there wouldn't be any doubt,
could've skipped on this one, moved on to the next bout,
got to deal with it eventually,
shouldn't keep it from me coz you know it's worse when I've found out,
you would've saved me from acting a fool,
feeled like I'd turned up at the wrong school,
and I could give a toss if you think it isn't cool,
coz now I'm the pigeon sat drooling on a stool,
I'm smiling, but everybody's lookin',
I sense it's me blood cells that they wanna be cookin',
I'm not laughing anymore,
bet no-one'd be impressed if someone puts their foot in,
you're watching the fairy tail that I'm wishing,
knowing that it won't be coz there's something I've been missing,
using all my worth to improve my chance,
but you know that the one I want, someone else is kissing,
why did you do this to me,
it makes me crazy,
why did you do this to me,
you make me crazy,
take away the pain, take away the strain,
and the little thoughts that make me insane,
lost my will to try,
wanted to give so much and now there isn't any gain,
dizzy in my brain, gonna make me stagger,
all comin' at me like the cloak and the dagger,
there's no-one to turn to anymore,
you couldn't win awards for worlds best blagger,
I weep, I dither, living in a sliver,
pointlessly wait for the postie to deliver,
drinking all the time remove the memories,
but in the end it'll make me wither,
now I'll have to win against the kronos,
wipe away the time, so I feel there's no loss,
all the after shocks will ripple on for years,
so in my life just remember who's boss,'
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