Lyrics
Chorus
Cold October nights, I don’t want to be here
In these cold October nights, I don’t want to be here
First verse
It was a cold October night
When my mom told me
That you passed away
Everything change, my whole childhood died that day
Hey, if maybe I could sleep you would be there in my dreams
To guide me, to provide me with insight
On how to live my life
You were my role model, my brother
I wanted to be just like you
Its true,
I remember playing ball in the school yard, until it got dark
Walking through clock park at night, its deadly
But you were there to protect me,
I can’t believe that you ain’t here no more
You were my best cousin, one of my closest friends,
we’ll be on the other side
When we see each other again,
maybe I can still pretend that you’re here next to me
Showing me, guiding me, to my dreams, helping me to cope,
providing me with hope yeah
Chorus
Cold October nights, I don’t want to be here
In these cold October nights, I don’t want to be here
Second verse
God, can you here me
I wish he was here again in Tennessee
I remember the last summer we spent together
Seems like forever
But I still remember you told me you wanted to go back to Detroit,
I told you to do what you feel,
Should of told you to stay
I still remember the day
That they told me you were in your car
That got sprayed
Bullets hit you in the heart
And you died instantly
Damn wish I never heard that
Sorry I wasn’t there when you they put you in the cemetery
Just couldn’t deal with that
Still can’t
How could you just die
You were just here
I just can’t comprehend that
I want you back
I miss you
I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you to stay
May you be in God’s grace
I miss you, I wish you were still here, yeah
Chorus
Cold October nights, I don’t want to be here
In these cold October nights, I don’t want to be here
Third verse
Your death hurt me,
And its killing your little brother
He’s been dead for a long time
Ever since that day that you died
I can see it in his eyes
And you sisters to
She don’t know what to do
No ones gotten over you
They blame themselves
And I blame myself to
I wish I would of told you to stay
Not to go back to that place
That place full of hate
Right next to hells gate
But Damn it is to late now
can’t bring you back now
Maybe I can save your brother
Some way or some how
Show him a way to get out
I promise you I’ll look over him
Do my best to protect him
I just hope I don’t let you down
Some way or some how
Hope can be found
I will help him to swim
And not to drown
Help him to look up and not down
Yeah just, just for you
Chorus
Cold October nights, I don’t want to be here
In these cold October nights, I don’t want to be here
Cold October nights, I don’t want to be here
In these cold October nights, I don’t want to be here
And God can you tell him that I miss him and I wish that he was here
And God can you tell him that I miss him and I wish that he was here
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