Story Behind the Song
I had a relationship in which I fely it was my fault that we didn't work out, and afterward (always AFTER the fact) I realized how much I wanted her back. However, I don't want her back, if she comes back changed.
Lyrics
It’s been a long time since you left me
I didn’t know how much it’d hurt
If you’d take a minute to listen, maybe
You could see past times I was a jerk
I never meant to make you crazy
Feeding insecurity with lies
Reasons why and methods tried, hazy
Only recall love you had in your eyes
You know, all I wanted, is something
Unique, something sacred, in my life
You came along, something special
Gave and made love every night
At times I wonder what I’d be
Had I not found you
Lonely soul, lost looking
Never finding love that’s true
You’re my heaven above me, where
I want to be
I’m in hell for every day
I’m unable to see
Your face, your lips, your eyes, your hips
Your hands, your feet, your hair, oh please
Understand my needs
Please baby please
Come on back to me
It’s been a while since a beautiful smile
Flashed my way, so everyday I pray
God, you know what’s best for this impatient child
She has my heart; will it stay this way?
My mind filled with words and sounds
Broken, twisted, trusted heart
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy crashing down
Around me; I’m still in the dark
Pockets of happiness seem closer
The time waiting has paid off
Like being next in line of a roller coaster
Excitement building, the fear is lost
But could be trapped, unable to break free
Is this what I wanted before?
Take advantage of my sincerity
Come back changed, I’ll close the door
Are you my heaven above me?
I want to believe
I’m in hell every day
Unable to see
Your face, your lips, your eyes, your hips
Your hands, your feet, your hair, oh please
I want to know your needs
I need to know, so please
Will you come on back to me?
Come on back to me
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