Lyrics
Verse I
Cant sleep at night all i hear is screaming//
tears rolling down my face knelling//
begging, pleading god, either stop this pain or kill me//
wish i had an angel who wen i fell could heal me//
but u dont hear me, asked everyday since i was five//
cant believe im alive, feeling dead inside//
my daddy says im fine, just keeps bumping into things//
says u'l know wot'l happen if u tell the police//
can hear my mamma crying through the walls at night//
she's lost all hope, she doesnt even put up a fight//
guess soon ill have more brothers and sisters//
raping my mother all he does is mistreat her//
he beats her, how many times will she say i fell down//
cant stand her screaming, its a painful sound//
Live in pain forever, father living in sin//
can see me and mumma free, all she does at night is sing//
Chorus
Dear God...Mother Should have had an abortion
Dear God...Why did you let me live in this torture!
Dear God...Why do you let me live in this pain
Dear God...Will this life ever change
Verse II
Crash, Bang, I saw mamma at the bottom of the stairs//
not moving a muscle and blleding from the head//
scared, the abulaance came and they took her away//
daddy left me at home so i stole all of his chardane//
drank bottle after bottle, legless like boris yelsin//
went under the sink took a huge amount of asprin//
passed out and through up in the sink//
coughing up blood wasnt a very good concuction//
next think i know i was out cold/
nightmares of daddy coming stright for my soul//
even the devil would b betterscorching in molten steam//
getting away from this broken home that would be my dream//
i was awoken with a fist raccing accross my face//
daddy screaming u took all my fucking chardamney//
hold me down carpet burns scorching my hands//
pleading wheres mamma u took her in the abulance//
Chorus
Dear God...Mother Should have had an abortion
Dear God...Why did you let me live in this torture!
Dear God...Why do you let me live in this pain
Dear God...Will this life ever change
Verse III
Didnt sleep a wink throught the cold lonely night//
anger and rage bulidin up way past the points//
dreams of killing my father have i lost my ways//
mayb i just wanna see my mamma in the cemetary//
be able to rest knowing i didnt turn out like dadyy//
b able to see the sun shine showing pathetic fallacy//
could close my eyes i couldnt rest//
thank god i didnt have a sister another whos melesed//
final focused, i snuck around like jet li//
found daddy's shotgun making sure it wasnt empty//
aimed steady stright at lucherifers face//
bang daddy fell down losing gabriel race//
nbow its my turn, hope they can find my wings/./
so i can rise up and fly again//
stright to heaven with mamma, no longer alone//
thank god me and mumma escaped this broken home//
Chorus
Dear God...Im with you now
Dear God...You've forgiven me now
Dear God...You've seen my pain
Dear God...Now its all changed
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