Lyrics
i’ve been the one you’d crash
the one you’d hurt
i’ve been the rug you throw under your feet
and bury in your dirt
i’ve been the one you’d fault
for your own wrongs
i’ve been the one you used, the one you slammed
now it’s time that i move on
you said that you’d fight for me
put down your life for me
you said that you’d cherish me
step forward and stand by me
instead you are fighting me
for granted you’re taking me
with guilt trips you’re tying me
and manipulating me
like fool, i have fought for you
put down my mind for you
was there to buttress you
to love and encourage you
made this guitar work for you
and spoke poetry for you
i said no to quite a few
opportunities just to please you miss
when i was empty, with grace you walked in quenching my thirst
you gave life a purpose, yeah, you were my first true love
my first true joy
i mean i’ve always loved life, but could not fully enjoy it
until you, you’ve awakened this lovely emotion
and much more than that cause love is trust and devotion
yet now i feel
the only thing that keeps us in motion
is uncertainty, or did i blow things out of proportion
i’ve got to find courage to act my mind
got to find courage to say goodbye
got to find courage to step up to you
and say i’m done with you, girl
i’ve got to find courage to let you go
to reset to heart and say hello
to the lady who would not
play with my mind, it’s about time
i say goodbye
there’s nothing in the world that for you i have not done
i cared, and i listened, i never jumped the gun
but yet to come, a simple thank you since the day i met you
to you i’ve been a second thought, and still i can’t forget you
my mind is telling me to whisper “farewell” and let you
go, yet i keep analyzing how it may affect you
you broke my soul and spirit, still i don’t want to hurt you
and plus, there is that “love” thing, you understand me, don’t you?
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