Story Behind the Song
I was sitting in my best friend's room, ad I had figured out a new guitar line, and I said to her..."What should I write a song about?" and she said, "Why don't you write a song about trying not to mess up when you really are into someone, but messing up anyway". My friend went out for coffee and 45 minutes later, when she returned, the song was born.
Lyrics
Loving you is hard upon my pride
I get too scared sometimes
And I convince myself you're gonna leave me
So if I say somethnig that hurts you deeply
You'd be best not to believe me
I don't understand the power of my words
And if I try, I might be able to stop myself but when
When I try, I mess up anyway so I
I still try, and maybe I should just be honest that
When I try, I'm always in confusion
Cuz sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I know
But mosttimes, mosttimes, mosttimes I don't know
When I'm mad I don't always think clearly
I seem to assume most things the worst
And I think you that you won't talk to me
But really I feel like I did you wrong
That you'll tell me that we don't belong
Even though I know you haven't said a word
And if I try, I might be able to stop myself but when
When I try, I mess up anyway so I
I still try, and maybe I should just be honest that
When I try, I'm always in confusion
Cuz sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I know
But mosttimes, mosttimes, mosttimes I don't know
But I love you, I really really really do
It is my love that makes me do the things I do
But I love you that's why I get scared sometimes
And I know you've heard me say things like that before but
This love for you grows every waking minute
And this love for you is reborn every hour
And this love for you knows no depths or limits cuz
I love you with passion and with fire and so
If I try, I will be able to stop myself
And I might sometimes mess up anyway but I
I will use, my love not to hurt you and I
I will trust in your love for me to bring me out of confusion
Cuz sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I know
But mosttimes, mosttimes, mosttimes I don't know
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