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|  |  |  |  |  | Another off the Me-CD.  Faster, meaner, with a burglar alarm and a sprinkler system.  Or something.  This is about as close to rock as TV's Adam can get with just his acoustic guitar. |  | CD: TV Be Me EP CD Credits: Written/Performed by TV's Adam, Recorded by Skye Schiefer
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 Conspire got pieced together over a good long time, and I think that shows.  ...is that a bad thing?  It used to be called "Again," but the irony of the repetition of that word in the song and then its use as the title, "again," as it were...it just made my head hurt.
 
 I remember writing the bridge in Florida, while hanging out in the time share we were supposed to be considering buying at the time.  You know, like when they pay your way up there and let you hang out for a few days just so long as you go to a meeting or two?  It really was a beautiful place, but come on.  Is my family the kind of family that buys time shares in Florida?  ...I guess you wouldn't know.  Well we're not.
 
 This is one of the angrier songs I've written.  There are few angrier.  It's kind of an attack on apathy; or maybe it's a testament to the songwriter's inability to let go of anything.  One or the other.
 
 You can ask about the "cough out a moth for me" line if you like, but the explanation is sad and disappointing even for me.
 Lyricsa pair of disembodied eyes
 staring out across an ocean
 of blind and smiling faces
 here's me in the arms
 of a lovely dream of civility
 
 could it be that underneath everything
 you've been emptied out?
 
 look me in the face
 i am still angry
 i've been running circles
 around your logic and your actress
 
 but i'm running out of patience
 waiting for you to hand me a way in
 and i know you never notice
 but you're turning up offensive again
 
 "but come on, let's be reasonable here
 you can't expect nothing to change"
 she says it with a shrug and a smile
 cuz she knows that it won't matter
 when she comes back again
 
 i think you got too pretty
 i think it's your contentment
 that's making me nervous
 you don't need anyone
 so maybe i'm not here
 
 so if you don't remember
 then none of this is happening
 
 "let's not get crazy
 this is just the way it is
 there's no use asking the questions
 that won't ever get you an answer"
 
 but if i'm not asking anything
 then i'm just giving in
 and i know it doesn't matter
 but i'm tired of being ignorant again
 
 "but come on, let's be reasonable here
 it's really not that big of a change"
 she says it with a different voice
 than she used to have
 and i'm upset again
 
 don't let me scream this time
 she's next to me and trying to go to sleep
 when she wakes up i guess
 she might just cough out a moth for me
 don't let me scream this time
 they're outside and trying to make it worse
 "don't you know anything?
 we'll just pretend that nothing's different"
 
 this changes everything
 because after all
 i do not act
 i only conspire
 
 "but come on, let's be reasonable here
 you can't expect nothing to change"
 and if i'm coming or going she's happy
 but maybe i won't be here
 when she comes back again
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