Lyrics
I'm alone tonight and I'm not feeling right, 'bout where I am and how I got here. Could this be my life? And what's my alibi? It's not anybody else did this to me. So many unlived dreams, it's not too late for me, but it will be if I don't make a big change. I've been down before, but not like this and it's funny noone even seems to notice. I've been down before but this time it's different. I want to scream doesn't anybody even care? I avoid my friends, and I just pretend their full lives don't leave me empty. I feel like I'm just some freak, and how could this all be? I got so lost I should've asked for some direction. I look for someone to blame, but it's just my shame, hiding the simple fact that I did this to me. I've been down before but not like this, and it's funny noone even seems to notice. I've been down before but this time it's different. I want to scream doesn't anybody care? Where do I go from here, I have to kill this fear. I have to face what I'm avoiding. Cause I've been killing time and I've been wasting time trying to be everyone's hero. If I have been that strong to help them all along, then now's the time I have to do it all for me! I've been down before but not like this, and it's funny noone even seems to notice. I've been down before but this time's so different...I want to scream doesn't anybody care?
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