Lyrics
On the outside
Everything remains the same no change from living day to day
On the inside
Everything is rearranged and it all adds up to one thing
What do I tell myself
To make it all make sense not long until it fades away
How do I make it clear
And fight the fear without selling myself short of anything
When will the pressure stop
As I race the clock time slips past in the blink of an eye
When will I reach the top
It’s hard to stop and giving in to anything wouldn’t seem real
What does it all mean now
Cause I know now how to see the signs inside the lie
So many times I've tried and compromised just to find out what it means to live your life under control
Trapped and you can't hold back
Reach inside, relax and regain control
Fear cannot hide the fact that the past will not change, or never will it all be the same
And never will it be exact
In my mind, I'll find the answer that you seem to need
Because you can never take it back
When the answer snaps back the truth can finally unfold
I've faded away, into the darkness that I fight
Pushing it away, forever fighting for my life
I want to put an end to the fear inside, answer the question why, keep what I hold inside, feel like I'll never die.
Trying to explain my ways is a losing game and I don't want to feel the shame when you place the blame.
This is why I feel so;
Trapped and you can't hold back
Reach inside; it won't be long till you gain control
TRUST how you feel inside and hold on to that fear, until the inside looks the same
Everything is still the same
No change still living day to day
On the inside
Everything is put in place and it's hard to look back when it's all been done
What do I tell myself
To assess the best anything that mattered wouldn't be so hard to find
How do I make it real
And start to feel setting down anything that holds me back
When will the pressure stop
I still race the clock taking back time at a faster pace
Now that I've reached the top
Nothing can stop the fact that it all comes down to what's inside
Where do I go from here
With the past so clear I begin to make my own way
How will I fight the fear
And the end so near I put aside anything that keeps me under control
Trapped and you can't hold back
Reach inside, relax and regain control
Fear cannot hide the fact that the past will not change, or never will it all be the same
And never will it be exact
In my mind, I'll find the answer that you seem to need
Because you can never take it back
When the answer snaps back the truth can finally unfold
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