Story Behind the Song
This song was motivated by a girl, it took me bout 2 hours to write and 3 hours to record...its the first version, with only 2 verses
Lyrics
See you in hell
Chorus:
Now its done, the game ive won
now i gotta run, its my time in the sun
ill see you in hell cuz Gods ringin my bell
how will it end? only time can tell
1st verse
I was losin hope in this world tryin to cope
imaginin my neck swingin from a rope
just when i thought love for me was done
you opened your arms and together we were one
givin you little kisses showin you i cared
my sense of love must have grown impaired
you were the only thing that brought me happiness
the only thing there in a world full of mess
who woulda known youd cause me this pain
crashin down on me makin a man insane
until the end of time, i thought youd be mine
now i know all i have is a fully loaded nine
you dont know how it is to live my life
watchin everything as it falls outta sight
the things you lived for, left you right there
makin you sit back and contemplate in ya chair
remember how life, once was great
but now theyre all gone, and its too late
hopin everything will one day be patched
why the hell did i have to grow attached
have you ever felt cold metal against your wrist?
watchin the blood flow from a balled up fist?
thinkin of ya life and how it neva amounted to shit
tearin your world apart bit by bit
sit back and watchin memories of grief
watchin the blood flow, feelin the relief
no one there, to watch as you scream
no one there to watch, the pain that you bring
to yourself as you decide your love is done
as you load up the bullets, raise the gun
the world stops on this one second
as ya hand shakes tryin to hold the weapon
chorus 2x
2nd verse
think of existence and the gift you were given
ponderin how u fucked up the life you were livin
one flash of light, gun falls to the floor
no more cryin, not one tear more
all is quiet, except for one sound
but its too late the afterlife im bound
you werent the one to put me through this hell
like i said, Gods ringin my bell
i wanna know why you had to destroy
me and use my life as a fucking toy
play wit me for a year, and then you got bored
love opened its wings and away it soared
why the fuck did you, do this shit to me
i wanna know why, thats my last plea
love at first sight, hate at last glance
cuz you decided i wasnt worth a second chance
i gave you everything a woman could want
trips, love, gifts, jewelry to flaunt
i never knew youd, turn to greed
im glad now i never planted my seen
take in my problems, exhale my thoughts
ease my pain wit 100 proof shots
i once thought that you were my pick
now all i know, is you make me sick
i cant stand ya face, so please dont look
like Mob Deep you gotta be shook
no matter what its neva gonna be the same
but as you know thats the rules of the game
destroy our bond, you tore it apart
you turned around and stabbed me in the heart
but just remember this shit, as my last quote
ill see you in hell, the last words that i wrote
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