Story Behind the Song
The lyrics were written about eight years ago when I first started playing in a band but nothing really came of it musically until I, Pauly McVay started jamming with Fuzz. It's about my ex Val who was very possessive of me and wouldn't go away....ever!
Lyrics
Choking on integrity
I'm not blind, but, I can't see
A look into reality
A chill has just come over me
Chorus:
Bleeding, but, I still can't cry
Living, but, I wanna die
Wasted, but, I'm still not high
Know it's real, but, still ask why.
What are you my shadow?
Are you ever gonna go?
How I feel, I just don't know
Why can't I ever say no?
(Chorus)
Had to have something to cling to.
Didn't really have to be you.
I didn't know what else to do.
When I had noone else, but, you.
(Chorus)
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