Story Behind the Song
I was at the point, where things were not going right. At the same time, my confidence grew stronger.
Lyrics
I must admit, I can't deal with some s---,
But I will never end up in a coffin,
'Cause I understand the struggle and strife,
That subsequently is called my life,
What would you like to throw today?
The two-seam fastball, or do I have to sit and wait,
For your next move, don't even say it,
I know what's gonna happen before you even think of it,
The thing in your head, it must be brain dead,
From this lyrical parasite, that I've infected,
It's from the fact that i was never respected,
For standin' up on stage, and you hated this white kid,
Wait 'til I make it big, you won't believe it's me,
Turn into carbon monoxide, that's why you can't breathe,
I'm your whitest cloud, before you eyes slum shut,
And I still havn't given you enough...
(Chorus)
When your day is done, in the end you lose,
When your mind has to run, in the end you lose,
When you try to run and hide, in the end you lose,
When you begin your life, in the end you lose,
I bet you're sick of me b----in',
About the love I'm not gettin', and who I should be believin' in,
It's too bad you havn't lived the life I had,
'Cause you followed the footsteps of your dad,
You were lucky to have cash in your wallet,
And ride in a car the 'rents gave you, then you flaunt it,
If I were you, I'd give it away or pawn it,
And be myself, but no one understands the s---,
Especially when I keep my love life simple,
God has handed me girls with mentals,
I wanted commitment, and I was just a rental,
I can't get it out of my head, these she-devils,
So, you ask me why I'm so damn pissed,
Well, I once had everything and was in bliss,
Now I don't get a phone call, after all,
You don't know how it feels to be stepped on your balls...
(Chorus)
You think that you live fast paced,
Be happy I'm a saving grace,
But you won't know that, due to the fact,
That my halo's been trounced on, and you wonder why I act,
This way, 'cause you want to have nothing of me,
But this is the life I see, the path I lead,
Just listen to the words I read, in between,
And you'll realize more and more, that you need me,
So, if you understand who is the man,
That can save your life with just one hand,
And I don't want to explain myself again,
'Cause nobody will ever contend with this gentlemen,
I wish that I was a better person,
But in the spinning hell this is, I'm not human,
So bend and break the rules,
Of life, 'cause in the end, recognize that you will lose...
(Chorus 2x)
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