Story Behind the Song
Friend tries suicide. I know that page of blackness. I care and share the hope I've found: grace.
Lyrics
Suicide - The futility of perfection. - The insanity of chaos A picture of beauty, fine lines and destruction Purpose lost, the magnitude And over whelming realization of the state of existence Drowns in a sound proof barriers unwittingly constructed Intensity turns salty tears to blood Aging is propelled by the motivation to cease living Reaching out, crying uncontrollable, Flinging caution to the wind Not desiring compassion, only lonely desolation In this already unforgiving corpse in which I live Decay is lurking around the corner I never thought I’d come to see those eyes The cracks in the ceiling seem to open up to swallow me The walls leer to crush my will to breath Lights shine though my skin Exposing my shriveled soul I am naked without a way to hide from scrutinizing eyes Fear escapes my lips and I am far from ready To receive the daily dose of criticism That greets each morning cup of coffee No sugar, no cream, plain and bitter, Dark and monotonous Preferred to variety, Solemn distinction and separateness Alone in the insanity Engulfed in the futility (Save by grace.)
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