Story Behind the Song
This song just sort of happened. I wrote it in about 30 minutes, start to finish, and recorded it a couple months later on my Tascam 424MkII. Piped it into the computer, and here's what I have at the end.
Lyrics
I've given up on giving up, and the sacred Zen of apathy
I must get up, get out, away from here
Or I'll never forgive myself, and all I've become
If it stood before me in all its unearthly beauty
Would I know the face
Would I turn my back and walk the other way
All around the world seems to crumble and people sell themselves out
For little, if any, purpose or gain
I'm forced to wonder if there's any hope left to be had
If it sat before me in radiant splendor
Would I have the faith to taouch it
Would I turn my back and walk the other way
The better it gets the worse I feel, and the fall seems that much further
And all this expectation without direction
I never equipped myself to handle
All the candidates, contestants, and contenders take a piece
And all I know confounds me
How many years have I been waiting, been searching for the cure
And all this life surrounds me
And if you stood before me understanding, understated, unadorned
Would I recognize the moment
Or would I simply turn my back and walk the other way
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