Story Behind the Song 
This song just sort of happened. I wrote it in about 30 minutes, start to finish, and recorded it a couple months later on my Tascam 424MkII. Piped it into the computer, and here's what I have at the end.
Lyrics 
I've given up on giving up, and the sacred Zen of apathy
 I must get up, get out, away from here
 Or I'll never forgive myself, and all I've become
 If it stood before me in all its unearthly beauty
 Would I know the face
 Would I turn my back and walk the other way
 
 All around the world seems to crumble and people sell themselves out
 For little, if any, purpose or gain
 I'm forced to wonder if there's any hope left to be had
 If it sat before me in radiant splendor
 Would I have the faith to taouch it
 Would I turn my back and walk the other way
 
 The better it gets the worse I feel, and the fall seems that much further
 And all this expectation without direction
 I never equipped myself to handle
 All the candidates, contestants, and contenders take a piece
 And all I know confounds me
 How many years have I been waiting, been searching for the cure
 And all this life surrounds me
 And if you stood before me understanding, understated, unadorned
 Would I recognize the moment
 Or would I simply turn my back and walk the other way
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