Story Behind the Song
An exploration of painful childhood and adolecent memories, expressed via this simple and melodic piece. It deals with difficult issues such as achololism, abuse, and runaway children. This song was written and recorded in Minneapolis, MN in 1993.
Lyrics
It's 3AM in the morning, there's my father at the door
It looks as though he's been drinking, just like the night before
He raised his hand into the air, he held his fist up high
While I hid under the covers, wishing that I could die
CHORUS: And I walk, and I walk, I walk the straight white line
I walk, and I walk, I walk the straight white line
Why is this happening, I'm afraid to be alive
I don't understand what I've done wrong, at the tender age of five
But he comes storming in and I stay down, pretending to be asleep
I hear the awful things he says, but I don't let out a peep
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So I walk out the door, into the night, not knowing where to go
But I walk strong and I walk long, the streets become my home
My attitude it guides me, into a new life on my own
I bury the pain, I drown the hurt, From which I have grown
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I look back into my past, and feel so much pain
The relentless poundings, my mother stayed to claim
My only wish is to be heard, so this won't hurt as much
To the many children, who remain in the clutch
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