Lyrics
So I’m gonna be a family man now, still thinking I’m gonna be shot down or die somehow/
wake up from all of these nightmares, scared to leave my baby’s momma and baby alone in the world/
not knowing when death could strike, please avoid my girl... understand if I go you’re all that matters/
so I did some sins in my life, stepped on the wrong foot... brought the world down somehow, wanted dead no more alive now/
and sometimes I fear for my life, scared to lay down to sleep at night... hear my door open as a home invasion takes my life/
what would the world do without me, how could this be that so many scars and painful days of a shooting spree/
I can’t hide, but I have a hard time tryna find the thin line of being a man and living a crime/
cause if I don’t carry a gun I might as well commit suicide, take my own life and not leave these ganstas with pride/
stay strong I hear a voice telling me it’ll be alright
Chorus-
It’s all this rain coming down, creating images of my life floating around/
scared to close my eyes, scared I’ll be buried 6 feet down/
thinking it’s all gonna end might as well be my fault now/
so I lived the life I lived, never understood right or wrong as a kid. Now I’ve straightened out and my past will change the way the world goes around/
I can see my picture on so many walls, like Tupac and Biggie smalls, I wanna be loved through my rise and fall/
you’ll never really know who I am, Mr. Lover, friend? Mr be by your side until the end/
please don’t cry, my tears shed away through the night as I walk rain pouring down/
my pace is beginning to drop my legs start feeling soft... I begin to wonder how many shots it’ll take me to falloff/
Chorus-
It’s all this rain coming down, creating images of my life floating around/
scared to close my eyes, scared I’ll be buried 6 feet down/
thinking it’s all gonna end might as well be my fault now/
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