Lyrics
I was walking in the rain, felt like I might break again
Now I'm laying on the floor, with emotions I can't ignore
The day is long and listless.. and the night is cold and still
Do I cling to hope now? or swallow these bitter pills..
Who I am, is who I am.. I cannot change
all my lust, my mistrust I cannot change
I relent, my strength is spent I cannot change
Everytime I get like this, I think back on times of bliss
on the peaceful spanish sky, there was passion in my eyes
But in time the dreams die, as this life.. slowly kills
Do I call to her now? or swallow these bitter pills..
What I am, is what I am.. I cannot change
fatalistic, masochistic.. I cannot change
I'm bereft, I've little left.. I cannot change
(Just when I think I'm healing
and the days are not so bleak
my demons are still lurking
waiting until I am weak
I awake and look around, as the clock alarm sounds
Turn it off and hold my head, drag my body out of bed
lately I've been dreaming of desires unfilfulled
Do I cling to hope now? or swallow these bitter pills
What will be, is what will be.. what can I change?
powerless and repressed, what can I change?
I reach out in spite of doubt, but nothing changed..
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