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Lyrics
This is the hardest shit that i've ever had to go through
I've tried to get over it, but it is just no use
I told you I loved you, and back then I meant it
I look back at our time together: I don't regret it/
Accepted that we'd grown apart and that it wasn't workin
But just cos we agreed, that didn't stop the hurting
Hoped we'd convert to friends again because I really need you
A break up doesn't mean that I cannot come to see you/
But you said that you needed time to let the dust settle
I agreed, but days turned to weeks, and that's just mental
After spendin almost every day for a year together
To small talk and seeing each other barely ever/
Never thought it would come down to chance meetings
And it's so awkward that we soon leave for bad reasons
I'm past being sad to feeling you've moved away now
While from our recent break up, I'm about to break down/
(Chorus)
I'm aching, the pain is makin me crazy
I hate this, facing heartbreak just lately
Must face that times change but the pain just stays stuck
Heart ache does strange stuff; I can't take this break up
I hate how this has turned out - My mind is workin' overtime
I'm tryin' to find a girl, I did find one but most decline
And that relationship was over before it started
It just wasn't the same, it wasn't even half of it/
Now I'm harbouring thoughts of a ship that has sailed
Try to think of the bad times and the shit why we failed
Try to keep at my routine and not show feelings
Held in the tears, but inside of me tears are streaming/
Believing you were my first and also my most special
But that faded as I saw you - this surpassed my thresh-hold
I saw you with an older guy and inside I just went flip
This wasn't jealousy or heart ache: this was gut wrenchin/
Depression set in, what was this guy like thirty?
Have you changed to purposely set out to hurt me?
Three months isn't early, but I can't control my emmotions
Wonder if I'd have been better off just never knowin'/
(Chorus)
I'm in a no win situation - the result is always sadness
Why can't I find another girl, and then find hapiness
It may be madness but I gotta state the truth
I want to date other girls, but don't want guys dating you/
I'm hating you for the reason you don't need me anymore
You've moved on, and to you I am now easily ignored
Whoever thought time eases pain should go through this shit
I can't describe specifics, but my heart now feels injured
Now it's back to elevating, well, until you spot me
Then I freefall, and I have no harness to stop me
How could you be so heartless after everything we've been through
You tell me we're still friends but, how can I believe you/
So from now I'll keep you locked in the back of my head
Next time I'll be stronger, I won't let this happen again
Now the tragedy ends, with me, there's no more messin' wit'
Have it your way, live with your choices, but that's the end of it/
(Chorus)
So fuck it this is the end of my down and out rhyme
My heads up and guess what, you're outta my mind
Forget being friends you've had your chance and lost it
The next girl won't be a rebound cos now you're forgotten/
The thoughts are stoppin', and no more bad dreams
I've realised without you in my life I can be happy
Next time you pass me, I won't think nothing of it
The past is out my wardrobe, I've now cleaned out my closet/
(Chorus 2)
I'm changing, no aching again it's just time wasting
I'll make it, the pain is erased now I can take it
I will get a girl, won't have to chase love,
No need to wake up, I'm awake and I'm ok so...
(Outro)
...I'll just get on with my life...No more pain...No more games...That's it...I'm over it...I hope I'm over it...
*All lyrics by EPITOME*
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