Lyrics
Thoughts are driving body function, stomach starts to churn
Heart is racing, panicked breaths, lungs and muscles burn.
Urge to flee or fight increasing, the threat is yet unknown
Attempts to pacify useless, just leave it alone
Manic Discontent,
Symptoms I can't prevent,
Mind numbing pain
Rationale is gone,
The fear inside is strong,
Our purpose now insane
Filled with regret for mistakes that I made
My mind won't let me forget
Stuck in the path from choices I made
The lies are not finished yet
Morphing old values to fit with the new
A shadow of my former self
Look in the mirror I know it is true
I am not the same
Neurosis occupying conscious thought - Panic stricken
There's no relief from this anxiety - my revelation
Willing minds cannot start to compensate - Panic stricken
My brain is leaving your reality - my revelation
Voluntary movement, has ceased to be an option
Spastic jerks and jolts have become standard motion
No capacity for normal conversation
Other thoughts succumb to my preoccupation
Sight begins to fade as my mind overtakes
Trapped inside my panic with no chance of escape
Memory of life, my only sense of truth
Is now in serious question, I don't know what to do
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