"Vision Of Self"  Parental Advisory genre: Nu-Metal
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	This is our single that we sent out to various radio stations around the St. Louis area (which is why the quality is better than the rest).
	CD: Vision Of Self EP   Label: L.A.R.S. Records Credits: Copywrite Papjuice 2002
	Story Behind the Song This song is a portrayal of DeToX, our drummer, and the struggles which he has endured and fought to overcome. It deals with him coming to the realization that his life just wasn't worth living as he has been living it. It all began with the love of his life l Lyrics Calm and silent, my anger grows, as the days go by, and I stand alone. Everything, is black and white. Is this right? No colors, to help paint my dreams and give me light. Make it clear, as to why I'm here; something like, "What would the world be like without me, better off instead!" Myself, this can't be true... I'm afraid of myself, and what I might do.... It's my vision of self, that helps to get me through, this life that I live in vein now... What have I done to myself?? Each day seems like the next to me... I'm releasing bottled up hate and angst against my will to set my mind free... When it seems like my life is taken for granted, what the fuck do I do to get unstranded? What can I do to escape all of this shit?! A voice inside, that was softly spoke, made me realize, that I've lost all hope. Taking a look in the mirror, wishing everyday that I'm not gonna be here. Wanna runaway so I don't gotta see her. All I wanna do is grab a knife and fuck me up! That would end my pain, before I go insane. What would the world be like without me, better off instead! Myself, this can't be true... I'm afraid of myself, and what I might do.... It's my vision of self, that helps to get me through, this life that I live in vein now... What have I done to myself?? Each day seems like the next to me... I'm releasing bottled up hate and angst against my will to set my mind free... When it seems like my life is taken for granted, what the fuck do I do to get unstranded? What can I do to escape all of this shit?! Take me from this life I loathe. Do I reap what I have sewn?! Take my hand, because I'm falling backwards. Pick me up from the ground on which I lay face down! Pick me up, from the ground, that I lay upon lifeless, trying not to fight this. Mass confusion that appeals to no one but myself, and then I realized that I had my redemption. Soon to be a new, beginning filled, with serenity, through infinity, with no enemies. My Vision of Self's relentless help, brings about a new start, a new day, a new life! Calm and silent. My mind at ease. This life I live, is my disease. Taking a look in the mirror, wishing everyday that I'm not gonna be here. Wanna runaway so I don't gotta see her. All I wanna do is grab a knife and fuck me up! That would end my pain, before I go insane. What would the world be like without me, better off instead! Myself, this can't be true... I'm afraid of myself, and what I might do.... It's my vision of self, that helps to get me through, this life that I live in vein now... What have I done to myself?? Each day seems like the next to me... I'm releasing bottled up hate and angst against my will to set my mind free... When it seems like my life is taken for granted, what the fuck do I do to get unstranded? What can I do to escape all of this shit?! Take me from this life I loathe. Do I reap what I have sewn?! My eyes are closed, my mouth is wide shut. With a gun in my hand, I ask myself what... I have done to deserve this pain of mine. Is there anyting to do that would change my mind? Safe, from the day, that would only cause me pain and misery. That's all, that I ask. Everything is shit, I want my life back! Myself, this can't be true... I'm afraid of myself, and what I might do.... It's my vision of self, that helps to get me through, this life that I live in vein now... What have I done to myself?? Each day seems like the next to me... I'm releasing bottled up hate and angst against my will to set my mind free... When it seems like my life is taken for granted, what the fuck do I do to get unstranded? What can I do to escape all of this shit?!

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