Lyrics
*Verse*
its was augest the 1st, 2001
where i felt ashamed and loved bottled all into one
i was fallin in love
and it was all infront of my face
didnt look past it, or ever think of runnin away
and the pressure was set
i ready to sweat bullet, i felt the intense movements
continplating on what my next move is
i said everthing i could and didnt stop
until i felt that i was done
all i heard inside my head was silence
then the weight shifted
from my shoulders to my head
it felt like i had mother fuckin bolders on my neck
then next thing u said, "do you mean it?" it has to be
and everyday until now u said it back to me
now lets fast forwards, onto present day
augest 1, one a year later, but u went away
and i bet u never thought i could have ever felt this way
and i felt u every mornin everynight and when i prayed to god i swear
why the fuck when i needed you, ur never there
its like u said it but u never cared
and i'm starein in a mirror cause i'm feelin like a villian
and this shit is always buildin up inside me
i try to be calm
and i'm dyin, because i'm writtin these song
its like my diary, i'm writting to decide if i'm wrong
but NO!
i'm not wrong at all! i'm trapped in adversity
on the day of our aniversery, you hurt me
*Chorus* 3x
cause what u do, if you would see
everything u want to do, you do to me
sometimes i wish it onto you, so you could see
the hell that i've been goin through, but ur heavenly to sweet
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