"Hinged"  Parental Advisory genre: Industrial
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	a song i wrote back in 1998. it is about trying to decide to cross the final line and wondering if you already have.
	Label: BlakSounds Inc. Credits: Ajax Blak
	Story Behind the Song this soong has gone through several permutations and this is the version i am happiest with. i lost the master recordings and had to pull this off of a tape. i apologize for the quaility, but i think it is appropriate for the feeling i am trying to convey. Lyrics i've done something i never should i've done something i said i never would... i've traffiked in the drug of lies you would never know it to look in my eyes i said it would never be but here it is staring at me i should listen to myself and let it go but my mind is in the loop where everything moves too slow i've lost my convivtions i can still taste my addictions i've lost my convivtions i can still taste my addictions i'm a man with no recourse i'm a man with no way out i told you to never lie but here i am standing without who am i to be so fucking blind? who am i to ask you to be kind? who am i to let you see all the painful shit i keep inside of me? but who are you to demand to see? who are you to make me feel? who are you to make me think that what i want is something real? in the end it all goes away in the end there is no hope in the end there is no you in the end it all goes away in the end its only me... ...looking down... ...over the edge... ...itching to jump... (never look back, just do it) i'll never look back, but somethings make me feel like i should i only pray to god that you won't be one of them... my whole life was hinged on you... my whole life was hinged on you... my whole life was hinged on you... my whole life was hinged on you... (never look back, just do it) now i've done something that i never would but maybe all this blood will show you what you did... ...to me...

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