Story Behind the Song
This was my first song i wrote after "its all about me," which techincally didn't count. i wrote it for this guy mark, who when we were alone would act like the greatest guy in the world to me. then he'd run off with his buddies and pretend like he didn't know me. it was hard to get over him, because he was just one of those people that you fall for and get stomped on. i loved him, i hated him, i wanted to kick him in the crotch, i wanted to have his children. kind of like that, you know?
Lyrics
v1: i wanted so much, yet so little
how hard could that have been?
easy as it sounds, i know
its still easier said than done
its hard to make up the mind of a heart that's got its own
chorus: i love you, then i hate you; but i need you, and i want you; i leave you, but i just can't let go. please see me, but then forget it; ignore me, but then regret it; i need you to want me, so want you to need me, but i don't think i know.
v2: i watched you day and night, and i thought about you more. i fought and tried to hide the jealousy that flowed; everytime i saw you around nameless faceless her, i cried out inside, but never made a sound.
my pain inside, i guess you'll never know.
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my pain inside, i guess you'll never know
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