"001 - An Almost I hate you poem"  Parental Advisory genre: Spoken Word
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	About fighting cynicism and losing. About forcing yourself into trusting someone you have no faith in.
	Label: Guilty Bystander Records
	Story Behind the Song To quote Nirvana it's "About a girl". Lyrics An Almost I hate you poem God the voyeurist makes us all crazy; a million names aren't enough for his pride. Now he's sent you down from on high, dipped you in pitch, rolled you in dirt, and here you are eyebrow arched looking at me the way I wish I looked in the mirror. You make me think of burnt matches inside used condoms left on all the sticky floored movie theaters of the world. Dip me in doubt, fuck me with lies, put me on a stick and sell me to your friends as a pity story they suck down with teary-eyed apathy over and over. Don't look up you will see nothing but light and it hurts the eyes. Trip up. fall screaming down into it. smiling like you mean it. Curtsy as the guillotine falls on your balls. Get rid of it. Purge hope. Destroy flimsy Hollywood lies they mean nothing here. Lay down in a stampede and let the horses pulverize every notion of love you ever had out of your body and make yourself like it.

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