Story Behind the Song
THIS SONG IS ABOUT WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE. WHY DO YOU PRETEND TO BE WHO YOU MAY NOT BE, IS IT BETTER TO LIVE IN BLACK INSTEAD OF NOT LIVING TRUTHFULLY
Lyrics
I TRY TO BE FRIENDLY, BUT OFTEN BEEN USED
I WANT TO BE NICE BUT ONLY ABUSED
MY FRIENDS ALL AROUND ME, I ASK WHY THEY'RE THERE,
I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN, BUT SOMEONE MIGHT CARE.
I'M SO SICK, SO TIRED OF LIES,
I'M NOT WHO THEY THINK, I'M NOT WHO THEY WANT,
IT'S FUNNY HOW SIMPLE IT IS TO PRETEND,
NOW THAT I THINK OF IT, IT’S ALL JUST A GAME
I RATHER BE LONELY, I RATHER BE SAD, I RATHER BE BLIND,
JUST LIVING IN BLACK.
NO MATTER HOW, OR HOW MUCH I CARE,
I'M LIVING IN BLACK……I LIVE IN DESPAIR!
I AM WHO I AM, AND MOSTLY NOT GOOD,
I THINK THIS WAY, TO MAKE ME FEEL GOOD.
MY WORLD JUST A’ CRUMBLING, A LITTLE A TIME,
AND THAT'S ALL I HAVE, IT’S A MATTER OF TIME
I THINK I SHOULD END IT, BUT WHAT WOULD THEY SAY?
YOU SEE I DON'T CARE……. BUT MAYBE I DO
I'D LIKE TO BE ABLE TO SEE,WHO WOULD CRY,
I'D LIKE TO BE ABLE TO SEE WHO’D COME BY
I RATHER BE LONELY, I RATHER BE SAD, I RATHER BE BLIND,
JUST LIVING IN BLACK.
NO MATTER HOW, OR HOW MUCH I CARE,
I'M LIVING IN BLACK……I LIVE IN DESPAIR!
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