Story Behind the Song
it was 1996 and i had learned about the internet and chatting. i thought it was a brilliant way to meet new people but in the midst of it all i met someone who claimed to be what they were not. a liar, a pretender was what i found in the end and i felt very disturbed.
Lyrics
(it had been the same old shit, over and over, I searched for this for so long, this is what it’s become to me…)
Deprived of sleep, I
stayed up for the addiction
I sacrificed my spine
For a little time of affliction, I
realized it’s not enough
Reduce my rest to extinction
it seems like it’s my something
it’s telling me what to do
It’s 20 yrs after, it’s still the same thing, how do we change this revolving corrupted revolution, time and time , day by day when do we over come this play…
Reduce my personality
Into what I’ve become
The future seems very dim to me, like a blur
Where has my fate gone?
A breakthrough for my everything
it seems like it’s my something
it’s telling me what to do
what got me this, lifetime aggravation (due)?
chorus: I just wanted something NEW
not just out of the BLUE
got deceitful lies taking my way side by side
I just wanted something NEW
Not just out of the BLUE
I’ve got people lying all around me side by side
Bridge: Release myself to these,
indicent lies…you tell me this is true
For what I’ve done all to you…
do I deserve the unknown truth? Tell me now, where to go
leave me in peace, in my pain please don’t have a feast
I’ve don’t just nothing at all
Are you there? Are you hearing me? now
My whole life’s just like a fly, I live & then I die
My eyes, (they) don’t see nothing real
(the) suicide ideas (that) I could steal
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